Dream Synecdoche [t][o]
Nov 22, 2011 0:49:08 GMT -8
Post by Naitome on Nov 22, 2011 0:49:08 GMT -8
--| Naitome sat upon a great upturned field of rock drowning itself beneath a shelf of desert thrown over more land; here in the killer's city of wind, the land of murderers and shadows and secrets. His mind was not yet clear, but with his legs crossed, and with Waking Dream silent and sheathed at his back, he could at least anchor himself to the relative tranquility of his surroundings. He closed his eyes, his simple small gourd opened and on his lap, as he began a pattern of gentle breathing designed to center his focus. This was an oft overlooked aspect of those who excelled at the combination of physical and mental; pure thought. He sought the revealing medium of meditation among the subtle grace of greater Sunagakure no Sato. His mind opened. He saw light.
Beyond...beyond the concepts of sight or time. Beyond mere shifting tides of intent and ambition as he sunk into a depth of unbridled and frantic concentration. It stirred something dark and dangerous at his core. He felt his understanding shift and expand. He breathed slowly as tiny flickering waves of chakra began to swell with the beating of his heart.
A counter-clockwise rotation of colluding energies fought for dominance. They pitched his perceptions into a field of colors so exotic and new he had no words to describe them. He saw his body free from the constraints and boundaries placed to ensure its survival. His thinking changed. A silent chromatic implosion rocked what could only be the link between his mind and the world around him, and he recklessly abandoned the shackles of inhibition, becoming something more.
He felt some cold ethereal breakage flood his consciousness. It was broken down into image and potential, the sub-atomic underpinnings of thought...raw idea. He felt his fractured bearings center themselves around a single goal. Freedom. Without retreating from the brutality of its scope, he was left to careen endlessly through the discomforting surreal plateau of analysis and processing that was his true self.
Deep inside, beneath the doubt and self-imposed revulsion, before reaching the unhealthy precipice of sanity that served to divide his thinking from that of the wild animal recklessness that was his 'other', Naitome experienced, for once, a fulfilling wholeness. He was slowly becoming something more than the renegade juxtaposition of man and dream, iron and will. His senses assaulted him. Along the informational underpinning of the world, all that defined him floated lazily through an infinite space of understanding. This was the calm before the sandstorm, and at the point of its placating origin was the newly reassured severity of a man who suddenly, easily, knew more.