Kusakage Atrium Posts
May 14, 2012 10:29:31 GMT -8
Post by Apple on May 14, 2012 10:29:31 GMT -8
So he was acting all ass hurt now because apparently he’d been dishonoured? Man the fuck up. And he thought of himself as the founder of the clan? He was younger than I was, and even if I didn’t give two fucks about his clan or whatever problems mine may have had with him, I sorely doubted that he’d been the founder seeing as he wasn’t exactly the first to start the clan itself? They were long dead by now and his words were just created out of sheer stupidity. Maybe he was a high-ranking member in the clan and that’s what he meant, but in my eyes that was nothing. The same could apply to him of course; He didn’t have to respect me, but for the sake of his wellbeing within the village I urged it. And stood headstrong until the end of the war? The village had been destroyed. My family died- being headstrong meant nothing back then as the slaughter continued.
He had come in here acting as common as fuck and claiming that I was the one treating him like a dog. Of course, I was equally pissed off as he was at the moment if not more but he was just trying to make his case more justified, but he just made himself out to be even more of a douchebag. If he was suggesting that all dogs could do was bark, then he needed to get a reality check before one came around and bit him hard in the fucking ass. But no- his comment on the war was what enraged me the most. I’d been in the hospitals tending to those who needed treatment, and then I fought- I’d killed in the name of the village, and now he dared to justify his position because his family had helped protect the village?He knew nothing and he knew nothing about me.
My brother had been enlisted for the millitary as did the majority of my family-
But I didn’t use that as my excuse.
”Don't you dare speak to me as if I hadn’t lived through each moment of it.”
I spoke these words with a sense of darkness lurking beneath its surface, snarling at him. He was speaking down on me, saying that his family’s part in protecting the village in the war was justifiable for him not to be shat on by anyone. I’d spent so much time and effort to protect the village and I’d lost so much in its name, the one thing that had kept me going cruelly having been taken away from me. If there hadn’t been war then I would still be back with them- And he’d been too young to understand that. He surely lost family and friends, but there was nothing that he lost which could have possibly amounted to the insufferable pain which I’d felt- Which I still felt. He’d never understand the torture which I had to live through in return for spending so many hours aiding the village in its time of need. I’d sacrificed the only thing that had meant anything to me from my own ignorance, but now he had the nerve to tell me that his clan’s part in the war- Not his own- gave him the right to judge me?It was sickening.
"I'm sure your loyalty to the village is strong, Sokushii...But with such contempt for authority I'm apprehensive about what progress you'd make."
I was merely stating my opinion. It was true that I'd offered him this position but he'd soured my view of him, and if he could perhaps in some way lighten the mood then perhaps I'd take him in to consideration again. I still wanted my apology. It as was just the task required people to do as they were told and follow orders from the explorers and perhaps from the millionare himself- and with the attitude he'd shown me, I couldn't afford to have him signed up and act a complete embarassment to the village, or pick fights with other village shinbi which at the moment seemed very probable. Much unlike the tone I'd used previously in regards to his comment on war, this most recent one was much calmer- My mood had changed.
THINGS DONE
> Almost declining permission to join the VALUE OF THE WORLD event.[/blockquote][/justify][/size][/font]
