Mizukage Tower.
Jan 15, 2013 10:57:29 GMT -8
Post by Apple on Jan 15, 2013 10:57:29 GMT -8
Despite the sense of disorientation that I was feeling, as such potent chakra permeated my system it brought me back from the brink that I'd been sent to, allowing me to notice just what was happening. All those months ago wherein I'd promised myself that it wouldn't happen again - that I wouldn't dare prey on another living soul aside from Kouketsu. But now I lay crumpled on the floor, I simply looked at the Mizukage with a somewhat ashamed expression, despite the fact that he responded much better to the process than Esei had. But then again, it was only expected given the massive difference in chakra between both. I could still feel the sting of his chakra rife in my body, my hands shaky, and my breath even more so. Blonde hair poured on to the floor, caressing the floor of the office with its soft embrace as I lay so close to its surface. Moments of silence passed and I watched Akira as he stretched his hands, but what he said surprised me. I hadn't expected him to understand, yet alone agree to what I'd desperately requested from him. And yet he uttered not words of scrutiny or anger in regards to what had happened -- but instead, an entertained laugh and a gentle sentence, reflecting on how tightly my hands had grasped on to his during the process, but I daren't show such surprise, and instead I swallowed the amalgamated spit in my throat, and gazed back up at him, my expression appearing as if it was considerably more.. sober than it had been previously. Whilst I didn't look that much more refreshed or awake in response to the siphoned chakra -- where it came to my internal feelings, I was placed at ease due to the disappearance of the suffocating hands around my neck that such an addiction had created, and I could finally breathe. But where he was concerned, he confirmed that he felt fine, and I uttered a soft sigh of relief.
His warning in regards to his chakra and its potency due to the aspect of it being mixed with that of the bijuu that his body harbored had fallen on deaf ears, and I now paid for not heeding his warning, although -- it wasn't the worst that I'd been, but by far it was one of the most uncomfortable. Although side-effects could range widely, I, quite literally, felt sick, above all. Above the tiredness in my bones, above the slow thumping that had begun to echo painfully in my head, and above the fatigue that run through me. However, despite the comfort that he'd shown, I couldn't allow such an unfortunate event to become widely known around the world -- I couldn't let anyone know. I'd already pushed the boundaries with Esei, but with his knowledge sworn to secrecy, and with him being one of my most dependable shinobi, I knew that I could trust him. Feeling my arms becoming lifted, I turned my gaze back to the man before me, only to see that he was carefully picking me up from the position I'd had to sink to."..Akira -- You can't tell anyone."
It was a solemn request - perhaps more than my last had been. Through tear-stained eyes I now stood, my form flinching instantaneously in response to the gentle pat of his hands, although -- I allowed him that much. Having embraced the burden that hunger brought upon me, I'd inadvertently quelled its raging storm by hunting none other than Akira. And with he in understanding of not only the hidden weakness that my reputation had been tainted with, but of the paternity of my child, there was too much at risk. Perhaps he would tell people; perhaps he would tell everybody. But at that point, I didn't doubt that it would be Kouketsu who would intervene for the sake of preventing any backlash to our Yuuchiro. I was ready to face anything if it meant protecting the two of them -- but I couldn't see them getting hurt. Whilst I'd known of Akira's work with Kouketsu during the second world war, how trustworthy he was would be judged from this point on, with he having been given a generous amount of classified information within a single meeting. Perhaps coming here was a mistake; I should have listened to Esei. I couldn't possibly leave here knowing what he could possibly do now that he knew too much. Not fearing for my life, I instead feared for that of my family. Allowing myself to drop in to the bench that he'd previously been sitting in, I chose to rest for a few meager moments to try and make sure that my balance was fully regained before getting up and attempting to move about once more. Soft, yet at the same time heavy breaths marked my presence in the room, my eyes now instead focused upwards towards the white-haired giant, my own form leaning against the bench I was sat upon.
"..About this, about my child -- no-one.""
My tone was painfully hushed, and I felt weak to have to ask him.
"..My people have been informed who his father is -" I paused, unsure of how to continue, my mouth slightly open as I tried to correctly voice my thoughts. Perhaps Akira believed my great reveal to Kusagakure to be the work of an idiot; but with no indication of what the child would be born as; who it would look like, I figured it best to confront such truths instead of waiting and allowing them to creep up at a later date in a blazing inferno of feelings. "- It's only a matter of time now until word spreads to other villages." I'd considerably gathered my bearings from the shell-shocked state I'd previously been in, although the pain lingered, causing me to uncomfortably shift every few minutes. "..But I can't decide what they choose to believe, nor how they choose to react." my eyes were downcast for only a moment as they watched my left hand that was still lingering protectively above my stomach. The response from my own village had been more varied than I'd hoped, and not in a good way. Half seemed supportive, whilst the other half seemed completely against the thought of such a child being raised, let alone born in to the village. The fact that my own cousin was still hesitant to accept the news also struck me harder than I'd hoped. Drawing my gaze away and refocusing on Akira, I partly uttered an unsure laugh, formed from each little doubt I had from the situation."..I don't want my village to be scorned as a result of this."
"They don't deserve that - None of them do."
I mused sadly as I gazed elsewhere in to the office, my expression distant and my tone just as much so.
And my words seemed endless, almost as if I was unable to stop, despite my voice being slightly strained from the sheer amount of pressure on my body from the amount of overflowing chakra I bore.
It was strange; to confide in him, out of everyone.
Upon noticing this however, I shook my head.
"..My apologies, Akira.""..I don't know what came over me."
I was, of course, referring to the gush of words I'd released to him moments ago. Rolling my hand across my forehead and then in to the abundance of blonde hair upon my head, I leaned back slightly.
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