Eyes of One!;
May 1, 2013 5:41:02 GMT -8
Post by Chae on May 1, 2013 5:41:02 GMT -8
As the sound of his words faded off into the near distance, replaced by the sound of seamlessly flowing water and the steps Celes had taken once her body motioned itself closer and closer towards Chae's general position. As their eyes met, Chae saw a great many things that Celes' own expelled through expression alone: fear, respect, empathy, all telltale signs in the eyes of one trained so harshly through the trials of the shinobi universe. Despite that, Celes walked on, approaching Chae as though the trust that once seemed non-existent, had merely grown to be nothing more than a meager seed that'd yet to have been planted. To establish the comfortableness that Chae wanted, Celes needed to dig deeper, and without hesitation, she had done just that. Initially, she inquired of his comrades, mostly hinting towards their punishment, a punishment that would not only hint at their individual power, but Kirigakure as a whole."Yokumaru, my closes non-relative friend, three of his five living hearts were ripped from his chest by the Mizukage, Leaving him very much alive despite having die three times in a single instant. As for the other, his name eludes me, however, his eyes were plucked from his head, leaving him blind permanently, presuming he hasn't had any transplants yet. "
A moment of silence followed which allowed Celes' mind to wholeheartedly soak in his words into the forefronts of her mind. Taking the bull by the horns, Celes' dug deeper into the rabbit hole, to which, naturally, everything only became darker and darker. Her diligence hadn't been anything short of admirable."Well, did I enjoy it? no, not the killing itself. It was more about having the power to do so, to just have that thought, 'I know I can end his life whenever I please', that's what I used to enjoy. Killing just came with that thought and the involvement of money. I've assassinated three individual village leaders over the course of my career, two Raikage's, and one Tsuchikage, all of which I actually regret doing. I was young fool who'd only been fueled by the idea that 'Kirigakure had to be the absolute best'."
Sighing as the darkest of his past moments came to bear, rushing vehemently to the surface of his mind, a tear ran down his cheek as his chest filled with an almost painful pressure, the pressure of guilt & regret. Quickly wiping it away, he gathered his breath and shared his most chilling moment, one that would've easily turned Celes away depending on her reaction."This. . .world. Shinobi's, governed by nothing but orders that have to be followed to the letter. Kouga village, January 5th. No sooner after losing my arm had I been sent out by the same man that took it away to exterminate a village populated by women, children, and men alike, all because Samurai opposed Kirigakure's leader, and he retaliated without even a sliver of mercy. I - I killed them all. Their faces, screams, and pains plague my mind every day, even now."
With another subconscious tear, he chuckled as the thought of his wife popped in his head."I've told my wife these stories, and despite that, she allowed me to change, helped me. Guided me to see the error in my old philosophy and ways. There is no way for you to usher in an certainty, but that man that I once was seven years ago, died in Kirigakure. I will tell you now Celes, either way you cut it, as a shinobi, you will face loss, you will kill to achieve something. That's just the way it is, just. . .don't let go of your humanity because of it. "