old world blues. ( private flashback )
Jan 17, 2012 9:44:04 GMT -8
Post by Apple on Jan 17, 2012 9:44:04 GMT -8
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"A wife and a son."”…Oh.”
Perhaps I was caught in some kind of translucent haze of sorts- I simply couldn’t fathom what he had said but words escaped my mouth- I didn’t seem too impressed from the way that I’d answered but in all honesty my mind had done its best to wipe whatever he'd said about a wife and a son. But however strong my mind had grown to become I couldn’t restrain the innate jealousy that now seeped through each and every pore in my body. But I felt it deeper than that- Anger rose forth too and collided with whatever little feelings I’d gathered within my mind in the past hour, obliterating them completely. My hands having now lowered to my sides, I found my nails digging furiously in to my very flesh as the deafened words of Chaima rung emptily through my mind- I didn’t know what the fuck she’d just said, but at the same time, I didn’t care about what the either of them had to say any more- In fact, right now I just didn’t want to be speak to the either of them- But the it had to go on and the actress had to keep her role intact until the show was over- It was inflexible on such a scale that I'd rather ram my head through a wall rather than sit here and listen about whatever heartwarming family he had to go home to. I came to wish that I hadn't even asked him about his fucking wife in the first place.
”..How about those shots?"
Words seeped out of my mouth like vomit- I didn’t want to spend one more moment with these people and yet theatrics called and my guise rose once more, having perhaps cracked for a moment, but it was quickly disguised. With my hands around the glass of drink that Chaima had ordered for us all, I'd plan ahead. Hollow thoughts of drinks and gambling flooded my mind as I embraced the woman that I was currently portraying; dissolving what little was left in my mind moments ago. Silence now stood as I called over one of the barmen with the flick of my thin wrist, my icy blue eyes drawing in whoever stood in their path. I’d order a mixture of shots- Normal, of course, I wasn’t the type to put poisons in drinks- and then wait for my order to be processed, my mind slowly catching track of each tiny second that passed- and it was agonizing. Fingers- Carefully manicured but unpainted, tapped against the countertop in a quick, almost organized manner as I waited, waited, waited for the man to come back- Three shots- Not on me, of course. Whether or not they chose to take it, it was up to them, but the moment the sound of my glass resonated against the counter I’d raise it once more and tip it back forcefully to my throat, wiping its contents from existence as it trickled down my throat.
So blissfully unaware his words of poker invaded my mind, as I turned my head towards him in almost an inquisitive fashion. I’d never understood the point of card games except for gaining money- which was exactly why I strived to play it. Truth be told I was unaware of what hobbies I liked by now but surely, reading would be one of them and what wasn’t was definitely card games. I was good- But I wasn’t talented. "Yeah- I’ll give it a go. I'm no good though- Just so you know!” A lie, but I’d speak these words not with the anger that I’d previously been feeling, but with a slight bit of amusement- ”..Lead the way Kumo! Cmon, Chaima, we've got money to make!” Slamming the glass back down on the table perhaps with force that wasn’t meant for me to use, I’d excuse this and slide the shot glass, thankfully still in one piece, back towards the barmen who were still up the top of the counter island. I’d turn my eyes again back towards the register; then to the barmen, and finally back towards Chaima and Atlas- One after the other, before resting them on the red-haired male with my eyes staring dead set at him. Intoxicating to some my gaze was beautiful, if not slightly frightening.The time was almost coming; I knew it.