Fragility Atop a Bed of Thorns [P][Genbu]
Sept 27, 2012 18:43:59 GMT -8
Post by --Megumi-- on Sept 27, 2012 18:43:59 GMT -8
It had been a while since I had even stepped foot outside of the village. Not by choice mind you. I was tied up with legs that were not working properly. It was the most dreadful of feelings. Someone such as I should never be bound and cooped up like some fledgling bird in a next. Let alone should I have been injured to such an extent. That boy would pay. If not now, if not tomorrow, if not for thirty years. He would PAY.
Today, however, I allowed myself to think not of revenge nor my rise to glory. In fact, it was almost disheartening as to how nostalgic I had become over the last couple of hours. After wandering away from Kusagakure no Sato I had found myself in the same field of flowers that my sister and I had parted ways. My dear, dear sister. My twin who had the single flaw of different colored eyes. Otherwise she would be as perfect as I.
Red was not our color. I could not help but pity her. Perhaps it was that pity that made her do as I said for so many years. I suppose leaving home was not the easiest on her. But I did it for us. I would be great and she would be there to witness it. She would have had it all. But no. She ran away and now lost to world like most things I had once cherished.
Flashes of a life I once knew in Hoshigakure no Sato buzzed about in my head. My sister and I playing together, on fair terms, no arguing or controlling, while our Mother watched from a distance. Father would come home, always polishing his headband before passing it over to Mother. It was hers after all. When she had retired to be a Mother, Father promised to carry on her legacy along with his.
Very drab, but romantic to say the least.
Sometimes I missed, I yearned for that life back. BUT that was impossible. There was no life for me to return to, nor my sister. All we had was each other and she abandoned that. I could feel my hands ball into fists at the thought. I would be great and I would get what belonged to me. Power. Glory. Rite to rule. Nothing about Hoshigakure would ever allow that. With a growl that was ever so unbecoming (something a woman of my caliber thankfully did within the privacy of my loneliness) I ripped a handful of flowers, a bouquet if you will, and threw them to the sky.
"I will never go back! You watch Saya! You just watch!! I will become the star and twinkle of the people's eye and all you will do is fall to shadow."
I paused, inhaling as if every breath counted before screaming at the top of my lungs; something else that was just ever so unbecoming for me.
"YOU HEAR ME SAYA!? DO YOU HEAR ME!!?!?" However even with my gut wrenching, and rather overplayed antics I clung to my stubborn demeanor and arrogance. Even as tears from memories passed clung to the edges of my beautiful cerulean eyes I paid them no mind. Instead I allowed myself to fall backwards amongst the many wildflowers at bloom. They would be my sanctuary for now.
Even in her absence, they still reminded me of her.