Undisclosed Compound.
Oct 6, 2012 5:34:37 GMT -8
Post by Apple on Oct 6, 2012 5:34:37 GMT -8
"I wouldn't say it if I didn't mean it, Blanche. You should know me better than that, by now."
Ever since his cruel display in hi no kuni- ever since I’d succumbed to his presence, a time that I could only so faintly remember at this point in time, he’d spoken so gently, so softly in comparison with the cold-hearted man that I’d met with just over a month ago, and I often wondered.. whether or not he was truly voicing his concern for me, or whether it was merely the nature of his goals which made him so careful. Did I stand before him as merely a carcass with potential for his own selfish gain, Kikkawa, Blanche, sister of his beloved Ue, or as .. myself? With his words so cryptic, despite the time we’d spent I couldn’t be sure. And it.. wasn’t that I cared, either. My mind swam freely in a harmonious state at the moment, impervious with the same sweet, dreamlike smile visible. But.. why could I feel these doubts lingering in my mind? I wasn’t in love, no. I simply.. wanted to recognize that I wasn’t another weapon. But conflict stood as I knew all too well the excitement that even simply standing next to him summoned. Now that I’d become so used to his presence, so used to nourishing on the chakra which he offered, I couldn’t imagine a different life, although I knew better than he how easily that would change.I just wanted to stay here, forever.
As the two of us slowly shifted from side to side, my hair followed suit, its almost unnaturally long lengths embracing his own body as it did mine, clinging to the fabric of his robe like the very parasite that it belonged to, the soft folds of my dress swinging alongside myself as our conjoined forms glided across the room. Tall, black heels resonated through the compound with each step taken, unlike his own almost soundless steps. To simply hang here for the rest if time - it was a thought that I'd previously contemplated so dreamily. Perhaps it was simply my own future that I feared or - I couldn't be sure. Not now, at least. Shapes and voices resonated through my mind, and I couldn't place a finger on even what was happening right now, my thought process subdued to some degree by the chakra which so blissfully poisoned me. In that very moment, I felt my mind soften and drown so peacefully beneath the pressure. But.. I could feel it- the meager grasp on reality that I'd been given after having been donated even that small amount of chakra by him slowly fading as I struggled to keep up with it all, the next thing I knew, the bottom of my head being held by his gentle hands. "I .. can't promise you success." a pause, as I admitted to the truth that I feared. "But I will do all that I can to ensure it." My tone had become profoundly sleepy sounding, as despite I could tell to some degree from my sore eyes that we had ceased to move, I still felt as light as a feather - as if the two of us were still moving about the compound, entwined. By this point, I was keeping my arms on him merely to stabilize my own balance, which was slowly deteriorating.And then, I lost myself.
"But beyond that, I know that you'll do right even when I'm gone;..."
"..But until that day comes..""Please, promise me that....you won't go."
Her tone was surprisingly soft despite the fact that by her expression, she didn't seem to want to voice them. Almost a whisper in comparison to the kindly but strict one that he had used himself, in the silence that consumed the entire compound, even the faintest of noises could be heard clearly. She'd also boldly cut through his words, although with a tone so quiet it allowed he to continue his words, and she to listen to what he had to say next following her own addition. With the addiction she suffered and the vulnerability that came with it, it was understandable that she ask him. It seemed almost.. impossible to revert back. Or had it been through a deep, hidden need for company, hidden by her own pride? Through what anxiousness and terror she suffered, whilst her natural fixation with chakra drove her to impossible means to gain what she needed as a natural reaction, the buzz that came with it was enough to cleanse her mind. And now- she stood so happily, so harmoniously on the tiled flooring of her compound, suffocated with a false sense of peace inadvertently generated by Kouketsu himself. By the way that she spoke and moved, it was incredibly clear that her gluttonous attitude had made her anything but sober.
"..I don't want to disappoint you."
Contrastingly to previous things said, her tone was full of intoxicated truth - each word voiced slowly and carefully as her head buried itself in his shoulder once more.
Contrastingly to previous things said, her tone was full of intoxicated truth - each word voiced slowly and carefully as her head buried itself in his shoulder once more.
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