KINGDOM COME (P)
Apr 8, 2013 15:54:41 GMT -8
Post by smallville on Apr 8, 2013 15:54:41 GMT -8
"Are you sure that you have everything?""Yes."
"Matches?"
"Yes."
"Kunai knives?"
"Yep."
"A compass?"
"Mmhm."
"Explosive tags?"
"Yes.."
"What about--"
"500 ryo worth of emergency money, yes."
"Throwing-stars?"
"Dad."
Next thing I knew I was grabbed by my shoulder and pulled into the arms of my father, who was joined by my mother soon thereafter. Buried beneath their combined embrace, I couldn't hear a sound outside of the shuffling of our collective feet as we struggled to maintain our balance whilst holding onto each other -- that, and their hearts racing right in front of my face. I squeezed them back and pulled away, trailing both of my hands through my left pigtail. They stared at me, smiling. They weren't using their real smiles though. They weren't happy -- I could tell -- but they wanted me to think that they were. I could see their faces twitching, their minds working overtime to maintain their falsely-joyous visages, the heavy sadness lying just beyond their eyes. "You don't have to worry," I assured them. "I don't expect to encounter anything hostile. This is purely an academic expidition."
"We know, Soname, we just-- Couldn't you--" My father stumbled over his words, his composure faltering beneath the weight of whatever was obviously eating away his insides. Luckily for him, my mother was holding up better. "We just want you to know that we love you, sweetheart. We don't want any... discoveries that you unearth to make you doubt the feelings that your father and I both have for you." she explained.
"But this isn't about love, mom." I told her, although she already knew that, and I was certain that she knew that I knew. "This is about me. Who I am, who I'm supposed to be, where I come from... there are things about me that you are keeping from me." I stared at both of them, hard. They stared back, and even though it was blatantly clear that I knew that they were harboring unknown information about me, they didn't dare lie. Not a word was uttered by either of them for what felt like forever. "Disappointed" didn't quite live up to how I felt. I felt despair, because the only two people that I ever trusted have been keeping secrets from me. I sighed and slightly shook my head. "I'll be back as soon as I find the answers that you won't give me." I said as I lifted my bag from the ground and slung it over my shoulder. "I love you."
And I turned and started walking toward the forest, and the last thing they'd see of me would be my dark silhouette growing smaller and smaller against the brilliance of the rising sun.KINGDOM COME