Serendipity
Apr 23, 2013 19:20:41 GMT -8
Post by Deleted on Apr 23, 2013 19:20:41 GMT -8
Siku Maboroshi
Siku had just gotten done talking to his mother all morning, a conversation filled with her religious beliefs, and how she beliefs Siku should be faithful to the world and life around him, if not the "All-maker" that her religion speaks about. Siku liked to entertain the idea of there being some sort of god-like entity, a deity of benevolence. It kept him believing in things, himself most of all, keeping a positive attitude towards his life, and others lives. But needless to say, Siku felt differently on religion. He seemed to believe there was a god and a devil in all of us, a benevolence and malevolent nature that showed itself on impulse, or instinct. Things made you angry, and so you retaliate with aggressiveness, or force. Things make you smile, and so you show happiness and generosity, spreading your joy. Things make you cry and feel hurt, so you seek to inflict pain on those who make you cry and hurt on the inside.
This was something Siku thought about on a daily basis, and that's why he tried to stay away from people. People weren't born a certain way, horrid things happen to people, and so they change, whether it was wanted or not. Scars are the one thing that you will always carry with you as a shinobi, but it's the scars you can't see which hurt the most, at least for Siku. Losing a hand or limb was temporary pain, but witnessing family, friends, and even comrades dying before you was a permanent stain in his mind. Siku is glad he hasn't dealt with this matter yet, but he knows it is inevitable. One day, somehow, a member of his squad would die. It could even be Siku himself who is chosen to face his end, with his comrades watching him losing his life.
Tragic thoughts they may be, this was the reality of a shinobi. If they didn't acknowledge this, then when the moment came that their friends died, it would be that much harder for them to take it in, it would indefinitely change something about them. Siku wasn't the type to brew hatred and seek revenge, he simply grieved and mourned for the losses of himself and others. Hearing about a death was normal, and some didn't think much of it. But Siku read the obituaries, and thought about the types of people they were, how important they were to somebody. Siku wondered how his mother would handle it if he died in the near future on one of his solo missions. She would be devastated, Siku could see it in her eyes already.
She only smiled when Siku was talking about something fun, or conversing with her. When he brought up missions or other shinobi things, her lips curled under with a sort of grievance that poured into Siku who had to look at her. Siku was her last hope, as she was faithful to her deceased husband, unable to marry or love another man to make more children. Now she was waiting for Siku to find someone, something she was eager to pressure him about. He figured it out on night, as he overheard his mother praying. She wanted to see Siku find a girl worthy of marriage, to live until that day. If not for her own selfish enjoyment, but for the fact that if she died before-hand, Siku would have no parents attending his funeral.
Walking out of his house, Siku moved down the street, in search of a place where they served some good tea. Walking into the curtain-lined shop, Siku raised his hand and put up his right index finger while asking " Can I have one spearmint tea, please? "
It wasn't exactly normal for him to drink this, but it was something his mother quite enjoyed, and he shared similar tastes to her. Except for the raw seafood, of course. Siku hated raw food, and liked things well-cooked. It was because he hated getting sick, it was a terrible feeling to him. Sitting down at a single stool at the main counter, Siku picked the stool furthest left. It took just under a minute before Siku's tea was handed to him, stifling hot as always. Exhaling lightly upon the tea's surface, watching ripples waver gently inside, Siku tested it.
Ouch. It was still too hot, Siku burning the tip of his tongue for sure, his upper lip feeling as though it was burned as well. He even shuddered from it and put the cup down, letting go completely to allow it some time. He continued to blow on it, waiting a generous amount of time before he would try to take another sip. He damn well sure wasn't gonna burn himself again.
" Can I also get a jelly bun, please? "
Tossing the money needed to purchase the tea, extra money was added in, noticing the price of the bun he had ordered and paying in advance. Looking behind him, Siku noticed the crowds outside in the street were not to be found. It was less active today, even though it was almost noon. Shinobi should be filling the streets, along with other civilians.
" I wonder where everybody is... "
He turned around and leaned his elbows on the counter, to keep an eye out on the streets outside. Albeit the curtains blocked off a large portion of his view, he could still see and hear legs passing by. Noticing a noise behind him, the server sat down his bun on a thin white plate. Picking the bun up, Siku took a single bite before laying it back down on the plate. He watched two people walk by in a total of five minutes, which was quite unusual for this village.
" I can't be the only Genin without a team to do missions...can I? "
Now that a sufficient amount of time had passed, Siku spun around and lifted his tea with his left hand. Taking a small sip, he noticed it had gotten much cooler, almost too much so. Draining it down, grabbing his jelly bun with his right hand, Siku enjoyed his small brunch in silence. Where was everybody?