Gone with a passing wind [open]
Jul 11, 2011 14:27:39 GMT -8
Post by くすり on Jul 11, 2011 14:27:39 GMT -8
|wilting magnolia|
Something inside me chnaged and fueled the spark which lead me away. Away into the open world.
Village life was and had been all I'd known since my birth-my upbringing. But, as I sit here on the bank of the river, watching the waning ripples filter out and vanish, I couldn't help but think to myself and what I thought about was the world beyond my reach, the world that surpassed my gaze. I wanted to experience it all, but to do such a shinobi of Kumogakure was impossible.
Taking a pebble from the ground beside me I tossed it into the river, watching as it skipped twice before plunging into its gluttonous depths. Above, atop the surface ripples wanned out from the epicenter and than faded into a stillness.
The same stillness I'd be subjected to.
Allowing a sigh to escape my lips I stood to my feet, my hair swaying across my face as a wind shuffled past me. It was this life or the one I so desire. Maybe I was young, or even foolish, although I myself leaned towards the foolish thought, it wouldn't stop me. I'd live life open and free, without the shackles and constraints shoved upon me. Swallowing the lump that was lodged in my throat, I could feel my hand shaking.
"I can do this...."
"I can do this...."
"I can do this...."
It repeated and repeated itself, like whispers of demons who wouldn't leave my side. The thought of leaving my village, my family, my friends, mentors. It was scary and left me feeling empty, but the thought of spending my days confined like a magnolia flower taken from its bedding and shoved into a vase scared me silly.
I had nothing on me, but the four ryo in my pocket, and the tools in their pouches. I'd leave and vanish with this passing wind. Without another thought, I took off, feeling the tears fly behind me, and into the river. It wasn't easy, but my desired outweighed what I currently had. And, I felt it was powerful enough to listen too.
"I'm sorry..."
I didn't know where I was going, or where I'd head first, but there was no turning back. I'd been gone for the village awhile now without any reason given and they'd be on to me soon enough. Wherever I was going, I was now a nuke-nin. As I ran, I untied my Hitai-ate and flicked a kunai from its holster and into my hand. I fumbled with my footing for a minute until I managed to engrave a scratch over the insignia.
Biting my lip I had felt the full weight of my decision and I'd carry it for life, until it was taken from me. I ran with the passing landscape fading out of view, it hurt, but I pressed forward, only stopping for drinks now and than. With no sense of direction I was totally at the mercy of fate, wherever the cruel woman would take me I'd not complain about it.
My only sense of time was the rise and fall of the moon and sun. A few days had elapsed by and during this time I'd lived off the land until it occurred to me the weather was slightly different. The sky more temperamental, the air cool, and the scent different.
"Where am I?"
I asked myself puzzled as I pushed onward upon the dirt path. I didn't know where I'd been lead to but the mist in the area was thickening.move to mizu kuni please