— Disgust.
Mar 13, 2012 19:33:09 GMT -8
Post by Miku on Mar 13, 2012 19:33:09 GMT -8
'How did I ever end up in this sort of situation?' Letting out a deep sigh, I would safely secure my belongings in my backpack that was resting on the ground while I zipped up the sides. I just needed to get away for a bit, everything was just too stressful. The years literally crept by me and I've never felt more alone than I do today. I lost contact with all of my friends, and I was currently jobless because I had no need for a job. Due to all of my successful missions as a genin and chuunin, my entire life was made pretty much easy for me up until this point. I lost my passion. The part of me that gave me motivation to continue to go on and be cheerful around Mist was no longer present. Poof; ghost.
I want my life back. I want there to be meaning in my existence again. I just want someone who cares and understands me completely. Sometimes, I believed that my mind played sick twisted games with me. On occassion, it feels as though I am slipping deeper and deeper into insanity. And oddly enough, I sort of like it. The feeling of losing control and acting on pure animalist instincts actually excites me. Perhaps could that be what was missing from my life for so long, danger? I had been so pampered and protected for all of these years that I had forgotten what it felt like to be alive, to take risks, and most of all, to do whatever the fuck I wanted.
A devious grin appeared on my face at an instant, I was more than ready for my next journey. I could not wait to finally arrive at my desintation, wherever that is. My eyes remained cold, and my facial expression absolutely malicious. I strutted down along the pathway to leave the boring city called Kirgakure no Sato and entered the wild of Mizu no Kuni. The island was remotely quiet around dawn. Normally, captains of ships would begin to unload or load their goods and items since this was the peak time to get all of their preparation done for the rest of the day--and yet, it was all so still around me. Perhaps it was because I was not even paying much attention to those around me.There was only one thing on my mind. Ravage.{Move To Kaminari no Kuni Please}