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Behind Closed Doors. [P] Sept 6, 2012 13:31:27 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Sept 6, 2012 13:31:27 GMT -8

To be perfectly honest, I felt as though I would have been better off dead. That way, he would have understood why I was not around and I did not have to deal with any of these issues. I knew that self-loathing was not going to help this situation, but I could not help but feel like utter waste. However, I caused enough trouble for him and I did not want to be a burden anymore. I was nothing more than a liability, and deep down I really wanted to change. He shockingly told me that he became Mizukage, and with such a powerful position that he was in, I could tell that he had no time to exert on stuff like this. ”Thanks, Akira.” I had no idea what to do next, but I knew from his demeanor and word choice that he had moved on, despite not finding someone else.

I figured he would leave me soon to finish his work-out, but I just wanted to think about my next move a little while longer. I remained frozen by the lake, sitting on the grass and just pondering on the world. Everything that I had was now gone, and I literally had to rebuild my life and relationships that I once had. It was going to be a lot of work, but I was more determined than before to make it worth. I wanted something that would last. I wanted feelings in me that would not disappear after time elapsed. I did not know how to be happy, to be honest. And I was afraid of that concept in itself, but I guess if I wanted to change, I had to admit to myself that there was a change that I still needed.

I knew that even if things ended here between us, that this was not going to be the end. Looking at Akira, I’d smile and say to him, ”Mizukage, eh? Congratulations. I always knew you would be a fantastic leader. I suppose I’ll see you in the office sometime then.” I knew our relationship was rocky right now, if nonexistent at that—but we would still be bound to work with each other at some point in time. As much as I hated what I did, I did not want things to be awkward between us. But just as time had separated us, it could also build us back together. This time, it was my turn to put forth every ounce of strength that I had to make this work. Even if I did not succeed, I wanted to believe that I could if I tried.

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Behind Closed Doors. [P] Sept 4, 2012 13:02:22 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Sept 4, 2012 13:02:22 GMT -8

Impossible. While I was contemplating the words I would say to Akira and everyone else whom were dear to me when I saw them again, life decided to point and laugh in my face by sending him directly to me. I was not ready for this moment, but I supposed whether it was now or later it was bound to happen. I merely looked behind me to stare at his frame again. Oh how my eyes have missed this sight. The beauty of the one I loved most, Akira. He was still around Kirigakure no Sato, tall as ever and beautifully in shape. He must be doing a light work-out this morning like usual.

My stomach could not handle this emotionally traumatizing encounter. My head turned away slowly and looked straight ahead, fixated on the ducks again as they were floating on top of the lake’s surface. My body remained still. I figured that there was no reason to exert excessive energy to remedy this situation in my current state. Him and I knew each other well, so our words would have to suffice during this meeting. I began to pull in another long drag from my cigarette. I pouted when I noticed that it was now finished, my last drag. I flicked the cigarette bud off to the side into the grass.

I tried to focus on what he was saying, but the world just seemed too surreal to me. I did not know what to say, or how to say it to make him understand how I felt. Sometimes, we just make stupid mistakes. I do not know. I ruffled my bangs from away from my face as I tried to gather the correct words to speak to him. I opened my mouth, but I only released a soft sigh instead. My eyes fluttered open and closed frantically, and before I knew it my eyes were turning glossy. I turned my neck so my eyes could stare back at his—if he chose to look at me. I secretly prayed that he would.

My body had no more energy to give. I was at a low place. Conjuring up whatever remaining hope I had left, I would begin to speak. ”I do not know why I came back. I’ve been feeling ill, and I guess after feeling so sick for so long—you grow out of the pain.” I was not sure what I was really saying, but I knew it was how I had felt. ”Akira, you know I love you with all of my heart, body, and soul. I guess we had it so perfect, I wanted to see if we could still love each other from afar.” I was not sure if he would ever love me back, at least after my sudden disappearance, but I suppose I was going to find out. ”I understand if, you have found someone else in my absence. I do not want to fight with you, dear. I-“

My voice began to trail off; I just did not know what to say anymore. He and I know quite well that I was in the wrong, but he should be able to tell that I was in a state of absolute shit. If he chose to leave me, I would still be in a rotten place and I would have to suffer alone. I turned my face back towards the lake, just gazing out. He was right, I gave up on my life—so I could not imagine him wanting me now. I placed my arms around my knees, locking them neatly together and resting my chin on my arm. I was feeling defensive, lonely, and defeated. I guess, this is what makes life, life. I wanted some excitement, and now I lost it all.

"Akira, I'm sorry if I've put you through any pain."

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Behind Closed Doors. [P] Sept 2, 2012 14:35:28 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Sept 2, 2012 14:35:28 GMT -8

’What happened to my life..?’

I was sitting down on the grass by the lakeside looking at the ripples in the water for an answer. Everything that I had worked for my entire life seemed to be so bleak that I could not fathom staying in Kirigakure no Sato anymore. I felt trapped, again. My whole life was set up perfectly by my loving parents whom wanted nothing more than for me to become a well respected shinobi in our land. My life was “perfect.” I had the strongest Husband across the land, I was a Jounin, I had money, and any material good that I could possibly want, and yet it still was not enough for me.

I guess that is when I began to lose it all. Taking a deep drag from my cigarette, I began to stare at the ducks floating across the lake. Oh how I envied those aquatic birds. They can not only fly anywhere across the world anytime they chose, but they could also swim in the deep sea if they so desired. They literally had the best of both worlds, and here I was complaining about my drama-free life. I felt so useless. I did not have a purpose anymore. I guess I could always create a family, but that was not a priority for me.

And then there was Akira, my Husband whom I missed dearly. It has been so long since we’ve last spoke that I am not even sure if he is still around in Mist. After I finish this cigarette, hopefully I would have mustered up the courage to get back into the shinobi world and figure out what the hell has happened since I last vanished. My mind is still a bit unstable, and I do not even know if I can handle any social interaction with people -- but fuck it, eh? I have nothing else to lose.

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— Disgust. Mar 13, 2012 19:33:09 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Mar 13, 2012 19:33:09 GMT -8

'How did I ever end up in this sort of situation?' Letting out a deep sigh, I would safely secure my belongings in my backpack that was resting on the ground while I zipped up the sides. I just needed to get away for a bit, everything was just too stressful. The years literally crept by me and I've never felt more alone than I do today. I lost contact with all of my friends, and I was currently jobless because I had no need for a job. Due to all of my successful missions as a genin and chuunin, my entire life was made pretty much easy for me up until this point. I lost my passion. The part of me that gave me motivation to continue to go on and be cheerful around Mist was no longer present. Poof; ghost.

I want my life back. I want there to be meaning in my existence again. I just want someone who cares and understands me completely. Sometimes, I believed that my mind played sick twisted games with me. On occassion, it feels as though I am slipping deeper and deeper into insanity. And oddly enough, I sort of like it. The feeling of losing control and acting on pure animalist instincts actually excites me. Perhaps could that be what was missing from my life for so long, danger? I had been so pampered and protected for all of these years that I had forgotten what it felt like to be alive, to take risks, and most of all, to do whatever the fuck I wanted.

A devious grin appeared on my face at an instant, I was more than ready for my next journey. I could not wait to finally arrive at my desintation, wherever that is. My eyes remained cold, and my facial expression absolutely malicious. I strutted down along the pathway to leave the boring city called Kirgakure no Sato and entered the wild of Mizu no Kuni. The island was remotely quiet around dawn. Normally, captains of ships would begin to unload or load their goods and items since this was the peak time to get all of their preparation done for the rest of the day--and yet, it was all so still around me. Perhaps it was because I was not even paying much attention to those around me.

There was only one thing on my mind. Ravage.

{Move To Kaminari no Kuni Please}

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It's been a while. Jan 2, 2012 21:15:06 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Jan 2, 2012 21:15:06 GMT -8

...'What the hell?!' I could honestly say that, I had not expected a morning stroll to result into this... I thought we were going to travel to a different country, or perhaps go on an all-expense trip to some fancy spa, but instead, it appeared as though Akira had brought me to this romantic scenery to ask for my hand in marriage. Even when he was kneeling, I still looked at him eye level and smiled brightly.

It was obvious that I could never be happier, and even though I desperately wanted to contain my smile for such a serious moment – I could not. This moment was the proudest moment of my life, and my eyes began to flutter tears in disbelief almost immediately after he began to reveal the small box. I knew what was next. And even so, my hands covered my open mouth in amazement, I released a gasp. Despite my knowledge of there being a shiny diamond ring within the box, I was still utterly shocked. Quite a paradox, really. My eyes would shift from studying the diamond ring to Akira’s own eyes, wondering if he shared the exact same excitement as I did.

”Yes, Akira. Of course I would marry you. I would be honored to share the rest of my life with you. I have never met anyone that could literally sweep me off of my feet, and continually make me feel the same butterflies in my stomach every time we are together. You truly are my better half, and I could not possible see myself in a life without you. I shall with this ring with pride, Akira.” I extended my left hand towards him so he could slip the ring onto my finger. Today was the day I truly felt content with life. There was nothing more I could possibly want more, other than to be with him.

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It's been a while. Dec 27, 2011 22:11:12 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Dec 27, 2011 22:11:12 GMT -8

I could not believe what was happening before my eyes. I guess after being together for so long without having a ring, you kind of lose the anticipating of even wanting to get it. But, the morning “fun-time,” our stroll through Mizugakure, and this location – it all really led me to believe that he was up to something. And here I thought only girls had ulterior motives.

I guess when you’ve been together so long with someone, you somehow possess the ability to probe their thoughts and actions. He reminded me of his promise that he made to me over six-some years ago, when we first met each other. Thinking back on those old times of our relationship, it was actually quite strange. I never would have guessed that I was going to meet a man that I would eventually end up spending all of my time with.

”Wanting to do what, Akira?” My voice was soft, and my eyes peered at him as if I were in a trance.

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It's been a while. Dec 26, 2011 23:17:16 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Dec 26, 2011 23:17:16 GMT -8

”Aw, Akira. You didn’t think I would do something out of the kindness from my heart?” I jokingly began to pout as I started to burst out into laughter. Even I could not convince myself otherwise. My breathing began to grow irregular as I began to anticipate his very next movements. It was weird that, even after all of this time spent with him, I still felt those very same high-sprung hormones flowing through my body.

I guess it was going to take some time to lose the sensitive sexual desire for him, but currently – I could not help but want him more. Before he had even turned around, I knew what his intentions were going to be, because he knew what mine were as well. Even if I wanted to, I could not describe how blissful I was feeling. The entire world ceased to exist when he and I were alone, and in a weird way (if you viewed it as such), I preferred it like that. I generally only wanted to be in his company, and even when we were apart, I only looked forward to reuniting with him anyways.

Despite all of my emotions, my body was pressed against the wall as I was hoisted up by Akira. My arms hung loosely around his neck as I went in to kiss him. I loved being with him. After our shower, I dried my hair and put on my casual light blue kimono. There was not much that he and I could anyways in the village, since things seemed to have slowed down during the Holidays, however I was more than happy to go on a stroll with him. He knew how much I loved nature and just being outdoors, so I suppose that it was a pretty thoughtful gesture of his.

”I’m so happy that you live in Mist now, it makes things so much easier for the both of us…but you know how guilty I feel – for you having been through so much for my behalf.” I know he did not like it when I started talking such nonsense, but he really did do a lot for me and sometimes, I wish I could do more for him. It just bothered me to no ends, even though I tried to suppress those feelings. I hoped he would not get upset at me for even bringing it up, but whatever happens, happens I guess. Besides, it gave us something to talk about, right? Eh!

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It's been a while. Dec 26, 2011 22:03:25 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Dec 26, 2011 22:03:25 GMT -8

{ OOC: Eh. Sorry for the wait, my post is so shit for the wait 8( }

My mouth slightly dropped as I mockingly shunned his joke of playing peeping tom with me. Although time went on between us two, I could not help but love the cat and mouse game that we played. I guess you can say in a way it kept the relationship exciting to me; or at the very least it kept me interested. ”Babe..you got something…” Speaking unorthodoxly, I would motion to him that he had some strange sort of mark on his back, and it was my resolve to clean it off for him.

Obviously I was lying, but with my soapy rag in hand, I would begin to anticipate him turning his back towards me so I could scrub his back. I loved every single part of him even until this day. ”You know, I’m only rubbing your back, so you could rub mine next.” My delicate voiced cooed over the running water splashing against our body. The soapy rag would brush against Akira’s back. From this view, he seemed like a giant to me. It always took me sometime to realize just how tall he was compared to my small height.

I had to fully extend my arms to scrub from the back of his neck until his lower back. ’Damn it… Anytime I was near him, I always had this euphoric feeling creep back into my stomach. The more I stared blankly at his back, the more I wanted his physical attention. I guess you can say, once you start, you can’t stop. I was a changed woman. I gripped his body tightly from behind, wrapping my arms around his back and locking in front of his stomach. Giggling manically, I began to sink my teeth into the middle of his back.

I was careful to not be too rough and scratch his well toned body, but it was enough for him to feel my very presence on him. I nuzzled my head onto his back, squeezing him and rocking him gently from side to side. Hrm, whatever shall we do today?” I released my grip and began to continue bathing myself. I had no idea what we were going to do, but I suppose we could easily just figure it out later once we got dressed and stuff.

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It's been a while. Dec 8, 2011 14:08:59 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Dec 8, 2011 14:08:59 GMT -8

I awoken to the soft brush of Akira’s thumb grazing against my forehead, delicately caressing my head. My body remained still as I was trying to fully gain control over my body, I was always a lazy morning person. It took me about five to ten minutes to actually get out of my bed once I open my eyes. It was just so damn hard to get out of my comfortable bed and freshen up.

Sleeping was probably one of my favorite things to do, even seven years later. My arm rubbed Akira’s bare chest in a circular motion, indicting to him that I was awake and acknowledging his presence beside me. ”Morning, darling.” I was surprised my voice sounded so cheerily, despite not really having a reason to be so happy in the morning. I guess when you’re truly in love with someone; just having them by your side in the morning is the greatest way to start your day.

I outgrew any doubts that I had about us, and I no longer even cared about having the finer things in life. I just thoroughly enjoyed his company and I did not really need anything else. Thanks to my hard work during the last seven years, I was also promoted to the rank of Jounin. It was about time too. Even though he and I may be on two completely different levels, at least now we were the same rank, and I loved to look at him more as an equal now than as if I had to keep trying to impress him.

We were beyond that, and our life was something that a girl could only dream for. I straightened my back up, while still remaining in the bed, and began to stretch leisurely and let out a soft yawn. ’Ehh.’ I definitely needed to stretch my entire body and take a hot shower to fully wake myself up. Looking at Akira, I would begin to speak, ”I’m going to go freshen up in a bit; you can join me if you’d like.”

My tone was rather flat, hinting towards no underlying motives in the least. I still was not comfortable using the toilet in front of someone else, hence the “in a bit” part I mentioned, however, I had no problem showering with him. I actually enjoyed it, I just loved seeing his body and being with him when we’re both so…natural. I started to smirk during my departure from the bed, pushing the sheets out of my way as I slipped my way into the bathroom. Luckily, I had naturally straight hair so my black locks weren’t too bad.

They would only need a touch up when I was done showering. I brushed my teeth with great accuracy and then began to let the shower water run in order to get hot. I looked at myself in the full-sized mirror that we had in the bathroom and I felt absolutely disgusting. I was wearing black panties with a white bra, but it looked as though I was beginning to lose my curves and my stomach was getting flabby.

’Grr.’ Of course, through the eyes of a girl – we are never perfect and there is always something wrong to us. I was not vain at all, but sometimes, when I looked in the mirror I hated what I saw. Oh well. It was not that big of a deal though, right? Besides, maybe Akira was planning to join me in the shower. That way, I would have something else to look at. Giggling to my own naughty thoughts, I removed my two articles of clothing and entered the shower.

finally,
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About that time. Nov 14, 2011 15:06:12 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Nov 14, 2011 15:06:12 GMT -8

I felt ashamed. It was strange, having to participate in a war that you did not believe in, but yet here I was, making my way downtown. To be honest, I was actually not on duty in Mist, and I was not even planning on going to this “invasion” that my village was launching. However, with my boyfriend ever so present with me, I felt like it was only appropriate for me to go with him.

He would be more than enough to do my part. I was not much of the fighter on the team; I analyzed and helped out where I could. I was the support, the leader. It was embarrassing to always be the one that has to help out on the sidelines, but there was nothing I could do to change that at once. We were already boarding a ship to take us away, so I would just have to make due.

I stayed fairly close to him, making sure that he was going to be by my side during the whole disaster. I was pretty afraid; it would be the first war that I would be actively engaging in. Even if I did not directly kill anyone, a kunai here, and a poison mist there, would surely help out Akira, right? The waves crashed along the boat and I began to question whether or not the approaching storm was forecasting what I was about to see once we landed.

{Move to Tsuchi}

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Fujiki Inn [ Central Mizu no Kuni ] Nov 8, 2011 16:36:27 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Nov 8, 2011 16:36:27 GMT -8

Little did I know that the Chuunin Exams were about to begin. I remembered when I entered the exams for the first time, boy did I hate them. And yet, at the same time--they were somewhat enjoyable. I loved how Akira just knew where to go to put a smile on my face. Not even nervous the least standing naked in front of him, I would gather my clean clothes and begin to put them on. I had no idea where the exams were going to be hosted at, but I had hoped that they were not going to be too far away from us.

I guess I was not used to traveling as much as Akira was. I was always complaining to myself about the long distances we went whenever we were together. But in a way, in was really good for me. I needed to get out more and learn more about the other countries. In fact, I loved the fact that he took me out to so many places. It made me feel so free and wild. Born and raised in a secluded family truly made me feel like I was missing out in the world, and now with my boyfriend, I was able to actually go exploring and live a little.

"I can't wait to see the exams, I always did like them."

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Fujiki Inn [ Central Mizu no Kuni ] Nov 7, 2011 20:14:50 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Nov 7, 2011 20:14:50 GMT -8

It was official, more than official, actually. I, was completely in love with him. Rash feelings of pure bliss overcame me at all once. Every time I was with Akira, my stomach tightened up and I began to fret. I could not believe how entranced I was to this man. He had it all, and I wanted it all. Luckily for him, he was more than experienced in making me feel good, emotionally—of course. However, despite our entire love making, we had things that needed to be done during the rest of the evening, and I began to grow tired.

”Darling, shall we go soon?” My voice was soft, but I figured he would be ready to leave soon.

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Fujiki Inn [ Central Mizu no Kuni ] Nov 7, 2011 13:53:08 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Nov 7, 2011 13:53:08 GMT -8

It was obvious that I really hated the mark that branded me as a lesser in the Hyuuga clan, and it explains why I decided to try and disguise my heritage. However, Akira took it upon himself to try and fix that. He wanted it removed from me, probably more than I did—in fact, I knew it bothered him more. It was kind of endearing to see him feel the same way I did about certain topics, it was true love. I felt selfish because, I did not really know how else to show that same passion except killing the girl that broke his heart. Jokingly of course, I knew that by me remaining faithful to him would be more than enough, however I did not like his ex-girlfriend one bit.

Especially considering, Akira was my first. It felt weird that there were others before me, and already I was jealous. But, I had him now—and he was all that I wanted. So I suppose in the end, I won. I had the best boyfriend In the world, and I did not even care about anyone else for that matter. Screw them. His firm hands gripped me and placed me on his lap. It felt a bit odd, how close we were on top of each other. Not to mention the fact that we were completely bare, but I loved it. And I loved being so close to him; it was like he read my thoughts.

I pressed my breast against his upper chest, wrapping my arms around his neck as I started to kiss him devotedly. It was strange but, I loved him inside out. Not only was he a good-hearted person, sincere and real, but he was also extremely hot. His ripped body, and strong muscular build—it was everything a girl could want from a man. And it was all mines. I started giggling in his lap as I started to passionately enjoy his company. The sensual feelings that he gave me were indescribable. ”You’re my first—and I want you to be my very last.” I said in-between breaths of kissing him. I was serious; he meant the world to me. ”Akira..”

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Fujiki Inn [ Central Mizu no Kuni ] Nov 7, 2011 13:27:44 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Nov 7, 2011 13:27:44 GMT -8

I had a terrible habit of pulling away from someone once I got closer to them. I do not know why I do it, and I do not even notice me doing it—but it was apparent when he tugged me back closer to him. He was bringing me back to reality. I was scared. I hated the fact that I felt so many emotions at once, and sometimes I felt as though no one would truly understand all of the thoughts that occur in my head. Whenever I told people how I truly felt, it normally ended up in the relationship ending or something worse. I normally tried to close off parts of my life and personality, but here was Akira telling me to open up to him one-hundred percent.

I could not ask for anything better. I felt more at eased under his care. With him around me, I felt more confident. I felt like I could do whatever the hell I wanted to because there was honestly nothing holding me back. Not the Hyuuga clan, not Mist, and not even him. The only person I had to break away from was myself—I had to leave my sheltered shell of a past and move on to the future; my future with Akira. I started to smile again, I could not believe how skilled he was with just comforting people. The funny thing was, is that he was not even trying to win me over. He already had my heart, body and soul. He was just speaking truthfully, from his own experiences and well, just pure common sense.

I guess what I really loved about him, was how brutally honest and sincere he was. It was rare to find anyone with such a charm that could literally sweep you off of your feet, and yet, he was also able to keep me guessing. He made me interested in learning more about him. I wanted to be with him every single day of my life. There would be no holding back anymore, no information or feelings separating me from him. Even if we got into an argument, I knew that we would be able to resolve it and move on. We were dedicated. However, his words shocked me completely though. He mentioned that he would remove the cursed mark, and although his tone was genuine, I did not believe he would be able to pull such a feat off. ”I appreciate the thought, love. I’ll be fine, with you around, though.” I embraced his body, I loved him so dearly; possibly even more than he could ever know.

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Fujiki Inn [ Central Mizu no Kuni ] Nov 7, 2011 12:58:46 GMT -8

Post by Miku on Nov 7, 2011 12:58:46 GMT -8

Even though we were now relaxing in the tub, trying to clean ourselves off before we were going to head out again—I could not help but feel even more attracted to him than before. Just his presence alone made me want to give him every part of me over and over again. I felt sick, and I do not think it was the food we ate, or from his…actions previously either. Physically, I was fine. But I could not help but be obsessively think about him, crave him, and desire to just be with him. I was sitting right beside him, completely bare and around his arm, and yet I wanted more.

I felt so stupid, but I guess that is what love does to people. I couldn’t tell, I had never been in love before. I dated other guys whom I deeply liked, but I never imagined it lasting any further than it did. With Akira, I honestly believed that we were going to make it until the end of time. I took my fingers and slithered it across his chest, humming a soft tune as I was enjoying his company. I smiled, I could not help but feel absolutely lifted by him. Damn. I was seriously in love. I hugged him as I continued to just feel incredible joyous.

That was, until he had asked me about my branch seal on my forehead. ’Ugh.’ It had been so long since I had taken off my headband that I had completely forgotten that I was marked. I sulked, moving my body away from the close hug that I was previously doing. Now, I just sat within the tub, my head looking directly at the water—trying to recollect my thoughts. I sort of hated being born into the Hyuuga clan at times. ”I, I don’t like to be identified as a Hyuuga, I guess. My family slaved for the main branch, and they were mistreated on more than one occasion.

That’s how I ended up in Mist. We just wanted to brand off, and start our life anew. It’s, it’s a curse to bear the mark—even though the elders continually try to tell us that it is an honor. I don’t know. I particular just try to live my life as a person, and not how people think I should be living my life.” Clearly, I was not happy delving into such topics, but Akira had a right to know. To be perfectly honest, he opened up to me far more than I did to him, even though he had been hurt badly before too. It took a lot of guts for him to do it, and his honesty and bravery was the realest thing that I had ever saw before.

Kissing him gently, I did not know that else to say. I knew it all did not matter to me; all that mattered now was us. ”Oh well, it’s in the past I suppose. I love you, and that’s all that matters to me.”

finally,
you and i are the lucky ones.

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