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[Kaeor]

As I departed from the intricate shop titled Flesh Electronica, my hands would grace the sterile patch that had been placed on my neck. To those familiar with tattoos, it would be completely obvious that I received one. But unlike many others, my reasoning extended past towards the common acknowledgement of it all being cool. To be quite frank, ever since my youthful days I had been taught that my body was a temple and to be treated sacredly. To desecrate my temple would mean the downfall of myself and ignorantly I listened to these claims and even placed them on pedestals mentally. These were the truths that I believed in and stood for ever since then. So why now did I break these commandments that I had remained faithful too? Love.

Or at least that was what I vividly saw it as. My mind danced around the thoughts of her reaction. Would she approve of my actions or shoot them down? She had knew me well enough to predict most of my actions and even realized the true innate boldness within me. My sandals continued a repeating movement towards the northwest of Kumogakure. Everything about the village was perfect and a gentle constant breeze had been the blessing of Kumogakure in recent weeks. It wasn't like me to become spiritually immersed in all of this benevolence but I couldn't resist how great I felt currently. There was absolutely nothing that I could have desired that I already didn't have in my grasp.

Continuing to the northeast, the bustle and conversation of the village would steadily ascend. Stalls and other shops were set up in the market district and countless merchants shouted out their prices. I needed to purchase something to cook for dinner but I wasn't exactly sure what would be fitting for tonight. But almost as quickly as I extracted a minuscule green pouch of ryo did a youth tug at my kimono. My milky white eyes locked onto his frame in curiosity while he severely pointed to a stall. It took me a moment to come to the realization of what he wanted but I finally saw a woman of similar appearance to him but all the more elder. Something about this situation gave me the insight to suspect her as his grandmother but I didn't pry. In accordance to what he wanted from me, I casually strode towards the booth to see that she was selling a variety of fish.

I couldn't help but succumb to a perfect looking cod that I had more than enough to purchase. So with brief conversation the exchange would occur and both parties would be overly satisfied. I wanted her to be surprised and I wanted so much from her. But in the end I would be forced to wait and see how she reacted. Usually she finished her tasks before me so I guessed she had made herself at home per usual. Even then her tasks jumped from doing busy work to watching tv and other hobbies that one could never predict.

Finally my trek had come to an end with the sight of the concrete stairs that led to my apartment. After climbing them I would merely stick the key into the lock and turn the knob pushing the door open. With a white patch on my neck, a sack of fresh Cod on my shoulders attached to a stick, and a intriguing face I'd throw out the bait.

"Areru? Are you here?"

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[Areru]

"Areru? Are you here?"

It wasn’t that I had a great sense of smell- But as my eyes slowly began to flicker open as I dragged myself from a dream-state, my form residing on one of the sofa’s in his home, my eyes would trail upwards towards the ceiling as my nose twitched a little, taking in the smell of- ”..Fish?” I’d ask barely above a whisper as my mind struggled to make sense of why my home currently smelt of fish- Not being exactly the best chef around I wasn’t sure of what type it was, but Kaeor was sure to have a good reason behind bringing it in- And it was nothing a little air freshener couldn’t mask up, right? Slowly making my way off the sofa I’d then rise up on to my own two feet, and I’d navigate my way towards where I had heard his voice come from- Or at least I was pretty sure that it was him.

Even though it was just over mid-day, I looked quite tired, although frankly he had seen me with such an appearance many a time so I couldn’t give a damn right now- looking him over, my eyes would be drawn to.. ..The red sack that he was carrying- ”You bought fish?” I’d ask with a hint of confusion, wondering why he had bought it- Perhaps he was intent on cooking it right here, right now? Maybe. I couldn’t exactly be sure, but nonetheless, I’d greet him with the same attitude as I would any other day, even if what he had brought in would need an hour or so to air out. Wrapping my thin arms around his waist I’d then plant a peck on his cheek before reeling away and looking up at his milky eyes, my own strange red gazing at his.

And then- They’d move back towards the fish in the red bag that he had near his shoulders, the smell piercing my senses as I’d then shake my head- It wasn’t that I disapproved of him bringing fish back, it was simply that I wasn’t too fond of the smell, and having just woken up it wasn’t exactly the best thing, but I was looking forwards to whatever he’d decide to cook from it. ”Kae- Put them in the fridge, away from the milk” maybe it was just superstition and even though it was true that there was a layer of plastic separating the fish and the milk, I didn’t want to come along at some point having cereal that suspiciously tasted like mackerel or whatever he had in the bag he held. Giving him a playful grin I’d then walk in to the kitchen myself- As for what I was wearing, it wasn’t my usual garb-

A pair of denim shorts in the colour of black and a black shirt, I was very much.. at home, as so to say. Without footwear I’d pad my way in to the kitchen, my feet soon meeting with the cold tiles, sending a slight shiver up my spine.

Opening the fridge myself, I’d then wait on the other side and wait for him to put it in, whilst I on the other hand began to rummage through some shelves. A biscuit soon being produced in my hand after some searching I’d then bite in to it, demolishing it soon after it touched my lips. Whilst waiting to see if he’d place it in the fridge or not, I’d take a seat on one of the kitchen chairs, slumping in and yet looking quite ladylike at the same time whilst doing so. My lips parting, I'd ask him "Hey.. ..How was your morning?" in the caring way that he was now used to- The black of my clothing contrasting with the white of my skin I did look quite pallor, even for me- But I was like that most days. Crossing my arms I’d then watch on, waiting for him to approach the kitchen as I prepared myself for another ghastly blast of that smell.

[Kaeor]

It was almost a strange mystery the way I called for her name so she could come from the shadows of her place. Little did I know she was asleep or I would have left her alone until her slumber ended. I discarded my sandals in front of the door and kept my ears perked for any noise of her coming. But like an unseen rat the sound of her bare feet lightly tapped against the floors as she began to near me. "Cute." I slightly uttered seeing her in a zombie state. She had just woken up so it was a heavy excuse for her slightly messy raven hair and the sleepies that still were besting her in these early moments. I'd seen her like this many times and it never failed to plaster a smile on my face accompanied by surprise. It was a childlike innocence in a way that swept over her frame. But even just waking up didn't stop her nose from finding the scent of fish that plagued her place.

"Yeah. I had a feeling you would be tired around this hour so I decided I'd make dinner for you. That is if you don't mind?" Even though I added that last tidbit I was pretty sure that she wouldn't mind having someone else cook the food that would fill her stomach. Our embrace was warm with the peck she used against me. "You'd think by now I'd get it against the lips." I teased suggestively, just wanting to stir Areru up anyway I could but I was used to whatever she did by now. But I'd follow her command and pass through the living room to the kitchen behind her, the smell now even getting to me. The only reason I purchased such was because Areru was generally a pretty healthy person given her light structure and I didn't want to corrupt her with my taste of food that were far from healthy. Although I was sure I would at some future point just to bother her a bit and see her reaction.

Once she opened her fridge I would tighten the sack around the fresh cod before laying it inside, away from the milk as requested. Simultaneously she had found something to hold that "awakening hunger" and sat down at the table. Her speech still wasn't crafted perfectly so it was clear that she was still was getting use to my presence or at least waking up. Before I could reply I couldn't help but outburst in a slight laugh. She was far different in appearance now than she was when she was on duty with her disheveled hair and tiredness staring at me. If anything, I felt quite lucky to get the chance to see her like this. A sight that no other male ever had seen beyond her family probably. "Busy Reru, just very busy. Mostly just instructing a few genin about the different choices in weaponry and patrol. Are you sure you don't want me to come back later? You look awfully tired." I laughed and smiled. I was sneaky enough that she hadn't come to the realization of the patch that blanketed her name.

Removing my kimono I would place it on one of the kitchen chairs as I stood there in my black cotton shirt. Boldly I then proceeded to copy her as I leaned against the fridge and crossed my arms, wondering if she'd notice. It was truly funny how much I loved to mess with her when she wasn't fully awake. And such playfulness were only for her behind doors, for I would never act like this around others. She was just as lucky as I!

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[Areru]

The innocent little catnap which I had decided to take now finally began to take its toll on me as I slowly dragged myself back to reality, my eyes still looking at Kaeor himself, although they felt as if they were elsewhere at the same time- It was a strange feeling but I couldn’t be happier in his presence. And then- I’d listen in, my mind trying to understand what he was saying- He was planning to cook dinner? That was lovely of him- ”If you insist, That would be perfect-” I’d say with a grin as I sat in the chair, obviously saying this since both it meant that I’d probably get something at least nicely cooked, and, I didn’t need to cook myself. It wasn’t that I was lazy- Or maybe it was, but, I didn’t really feel like cooking myself some food, as bad as that sounded. Having just woken up, I wasn’t in the right place to do so without potentially burning the place down! Raising my pale hand I’d run it through my hair, freshly washed this morning but nonetheless looking like a bird had nested in it as of now.

Watching as he’d move across the room placing the fish in the fridge, with my eyes slightly blurry I couldn’t help but notice some kind of white patch on the back of his neck, or something white at least. Deciding to ignore it for now I’d ask him in a little about what it was, just in case my vision deceived me and there was nothing there. Rubbing my eyes tiredly I’d listen to how he described his day (But not before laughing, which, although I had become accustomed to his laugh, was quite.. an outburst)- As a teacher at academy each day was usually different, I myself had no profession as of now, it was something that I needed to work on. Placing a mental note in the back of my mind to look in to getting one, I’d then keep watching Kaeor, his very frame lighting up the room as of now.

Lifting my right leg up so that it crossed over my left, I’d soon gather enough intelligence to speak once more; ”Me, tired?” I’d tell him with sarcasm in my tone, suggesting that I wasn’t truly awake at the time being. "Stay." Of course I was more than capable of doing things but it would take me a further five minutes or so to fully be at my full potential. ”..I need to get sorting out my job- You’ve got one so it’s only fair that I get one, too.” Of course when I’d say this, I was being truthful but at the same time as I stretched my limbs a little whilst sitting down, my carefree personality would be seen in full bloom- I did give off the idea that I was idle at most times but I was actually quite an active person- Just.. I didn’t have anything to do. And that was the problem I needed to tackle!

It was moments like this which I did enjoy- Casual moments as so to say, with the both of us in perfect harmony- Of course, surprisingly despite the fact that our personalities were different on so many levels, we hadn’t argued during the whole duration that we had been together- Perhaps one small childish bicker, but it was sorted within hours. Gazing at him with my red eyes I’d but see both the object of my desire and my best friend, my soft gaze licking over his form, his kimono now removed. My arms now not crossed but with my left scratching behind my own neck, I’d watch as he’d stand, looking quite content for some reason as I would but be left wondering why- But- Rising up from my chair and approaching him once more, I'd glide towards him with my arms once more wrapping around him and my fingers gently tapping on the fabric near the back of his neck- my curiosity had gotten the best of me, and as almost like some kind of outburst (Although, hopefully not outspoken) I’d find myself asking the question:

”..What’s this?”
I'd ask these words in the most curious of tones- Just what was it? Tip-Toeing a little I'd soon reach his height and plant the well-awaited kiss upon his lips, before resuming to my original height and awaiting his answer.

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[Kaeor]

I stood there quietly taking in this moment with the gentle Sansutomu directly in front of me. She had no qualms against me cooking dinner for her later that night as expected, so I joyfully nodded in agreement to her words. She followed up her comments with a few eye rubs and other things that didn't catch my be surprise since I knew she was still trying to focus. Words couldn't sum up anything that I could say right now. I viewed her almost like art, the disorderly nature being the theme that I thought looked the best about these circumstances.

"Stay."

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The statement was short, sweet, and believable. There was nothing else or more that I could have wanted from her speech right then and there. Obediently I listened to her and didn't wander from the kitchen and out the front door to allow her to return to catnapping. She slowly began to figure out what was going on more clearly. And then for once she even made slight conversation about the pursuit of a profession. It was surprising since I had already considered her the "lazy-esque" type. But ryo could even make the laziest woman go and labor for a few hours. It really wasn't hard and time went by fast.

"Really now? You don't absolutely have too. I mean when I become Jounin I should be making enough for the both of us." The comment was a rather teasing, implying that Areru would remain a chuunin for ever or a housewife. But even I knew that wasn't the case. Behind these delusional sleepy eyes was a beast ready and waiting to tackle the world - once she woke up of course. I used to wonder about what the difference between being with a citizen and a shinobi would be. Honestly, the relationship with the shinobi was more appeasing seeing as i was sure we would be able to journey together and I knew that she had some sort of defense against attackers.

But then she rose from her chair and made her way towards me once more. I wasn't sure what she was doing and stepped aside from the refrigerator. Maybe she wanted something to drink now? However, her direction didn't waver from myself and her arms would wrap around my neck. Instinctively my hands would fall around her waist before she finally caught notice of the patch that was on the right side of my neck. With a questions and a kiss, I had been rendered incapable to predict her actions. She had taken my joke earlier in a more serious fashion, not that I didn't mind of course with the cheshire grin that formed on my face.

"Take it off. I think it's about time." I answered knowing the small cursive name that was behind the patch. All that I awaited now was her reaction to it all.


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[Areru]

As my arms wrapped attentively around his neck, aware of whatever was there to prevent hurting him should there be some kind of wound behind it, I’d stay silent and listen to him speak, however this moment of calm on my part wouldn’t stay such for long as I’d begin to speak once more, my voice, although surely comforting at this stage, was quite relaxed even though Kaeor could have potentially been hiding something- He hadn’t referred to it upon entering the house or in the past few minutes before I’d brought it up- So why keep it secret, hmm?”Once you get Jounin? Oh please- We both know who’ll be getting the title first.” I’d tell him, surely making it hard to tell if I was being sarcastic or not, and really, in this sleepy frame of mind, I wasn’t even sure myself. But- as usual, I was being playful.

But surely, would the jounin exams be starting soon? ”..I think.. I might try out for something- I mean; it’s better than doing nothing all day, right?” They were much more.. secretive than the Chuunin exams, so I couldn’t exactly be too sure of when they would be, but with both Kaeor and myself aiming to become shinobi of that rank, I was sure that we, perhaps, would be taking the test together. However, should we be pitted against eachother- That would be such cruel fate. Remaining silent as my hands glided across his shoulders and then finally back to my own neck, moving up to my hair and brushing through it again with my fragile fingers, I’d keep looking at his milky eyes- It was still strange of course as I was used to seeing people with well- Pupils and a colour other than white for eyes, but I had gotten accustom to them over time, and to say the least, they were beautiful.

However, as time slowed to a halt, the answer I was searching for these past few minutes would soon be given to me as he’d give me permission to remove whatever strip of fabric on his neck to see what was underneath. My eyes lighting up like some kind of cat after having caught its prey, I’d instantly, despite my slight fatigue, shift my position so that I was stood behind him, as my eyes met with the white strip. Gently taking hold of it and the special tape that held it down, I’d begin to peel it off, tender skin coming in to view- It was quite a familiar sight really, as having come from a family of numerous brothers, I couldn’t have not come across a Tattoo or two during my lifetime- But what wa- ”-Is that my name?” I’d ask as my eyes scanned the neat font-

Oh but of course it’s my name, who else does Kaeor know with a name like mine? Not meaning to sound full of myself or anything my eyes would keep scanning his skin, it being red, signifying that he had probably just had it done, but if anything- It wasn’t annoyed at him, or angry really, why should I be? If anything I admired his guts. ”You didn’t have to- Oh! Did it hurt? Geez Kaeor- You really had it done, this isn’t a fake, right?” I’d ask as my index finger would delicately move across the surface of his neck where the tattoo itself was, as my eyes probed it- It wasn’t fake, that was for sure. ”Do you want me to get you some ice for that?” I'd ask, my caring nature once more coming in to play. It was a strange thing to say really, but although he only showed this different side of him among my presence, it was nice to see my name permanently etched on him, as morbid as that sounded. Staying behind him, my arms would drop once more but instead take ahold of his own as I moved myself back to face him.

"Thank you."

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[Kaeor]

Her audacity knew no limits as she declared herself the victor in our race towards Jouninship. If she really beat me then the loss would be the equivalent of losing my manhood to a woman. .... Or something like that I imagined. "Oh ho ho, you're going to beat me?" I emphasized, pretending to be stunned at the declaration by my mighty mouse. A dainty finger tapped her nose gently at it all, her admiration forcing me not to turn her down. "We'll see. You may surprise me." The subject caused my mind to reflect about the special exams themselves. I had planned to undertake it with her company and wanted to talk to the Raikage about it. Though generally she was the more optimistic of us but I managed to keep my pessimism on the low. Could it be the fact that I was actually a realist about everything? Despite anything, if it ever came between me deciding between a title and her the choice was obviously clear, for it was etched into my skin and a constant reminder of what I valued in life. Given the previous Raikage I was unsure but I could only imagine the current one was more inclined to feel how I did. "Is it ok if I speak with him about taking the exams together Areru? I just wanna' see his state of mind about it all." I insisted, desiring to be the one that would have the conversation with him. I had yet to congratulate and have a proper introduction with him myself anyways.

"I don't know to be honest. The idea of coming home to you half asleep and shortly dressed in my apartment doesn't sound too bad." It was honesty that kept me half wanting her not to seek out employment. But the moment I completed my words she found the need to pull off the bandage from my fresh skin. And the words 'Areru' would easily become visible.

"-Is that my name?"

Was she still effected by her sleep? I couldn't recall a moment where I spoke about another Areru with her. She was the woman that I thought I was with, or at least I hoped so unless she had been lying about her name all along. "I hope so?" I questioned her. She assaulted me with a barrage of statements and questions soon after, the tattoo becoming the new focal point of our conversation. "It really didn't hurt, I don't know why so many people bitch about the pain. But yeah it's fake, it'll come off in a week or two." I joked about the latter part. I shook my head in regards to the ice. That part of my skin had been denied air for long enough and the patch was nothing but a simple cover up. "I wanted to do it though. It's no big deal." I reinforced, but it was actually was for myself. If anything this was the first time I had actually committed myself to someone with my trust without thought of self-gain.

"You're worth it." That would be my final claim as I looked at her readily for whatever came next. But then her family came into play as I began to mention a duo that had hounded me since I dated her. I had been with her long enough to ignore most of their claims. "Your brothers say you need to come home." I taunted, obviously wanting the opposite and hoping she wanted the same. I couldn't help but enjoy the extended periods of time she stayed at my place and I had noticed the pattern was steadily growing in the amount of days she would remain with me. Yet I truly awaited to the day when it was more permanent than usual. But then again that was the difference between Areru and I. She had a family that cared for her when I really had none. It wasn't that I felt anyone owed me sympathy either. I was living life fine without them and Rentsuki was the only other soul that I cared for even with her uppity attitude.

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[Areru]

The matter of the tattoo was quite.. surprising, but myself, I thought it was pretty sweet of him- My name was forever on him now, until he chose to remove it, and even then, it would cost a pretty sum of ryo to do so- I had never really doubted the fact that Kaeor was faithful to me and me only (as far as relationships like ours go!) so, I was charmed that he chose to take the action of having my name tattooed in to his fine skin. Crossing my arms and standing in quite a calm pose, I’d look up at him as he spoke, grins appearing on my face quite frequently from the things that he told me. ”Speak to Atlas? I’m sure he’d let us- He’s a really nice guy.” I’d tell him with a grin, almost flaunting the fact that I knew the current Raikage- I’d also been taught by him, but I was sure that would just make Kaeor super jealous.

However, just after I’d spoken, a small amount of banter would be headed straight my way- Staying around here seems great.. but I need to make more effort! of course, my reasoning behind it? I was still young. When I had maybe more responsibilities or duties to do should I finally be allowed to move in with Kaeor I’d surely be around the place more (Not that I wasn’t right now) but at the moment, I wanted to grab life with both hands and embrace it when I could- Both the fact that I was ill judged the timeframe that I had to live my life, and the fact that I was a shinobi probably shortened it, too. ”Enjoy seeing me like this when you can.” I’d tell him with a grin as I then dropped my hands to what little hips I had, alike some kind of model, jokingly showing off the clothing I was wearing.

I’d then look back at the tattoo on his neck after he had explained to me that it hadn’t hurt all that bad. It was either Kaeor had incredibly thick skin, he was numb to pain, or he was trying to protect his masculinity from being degraded. A sly grin would form on my face once more as I’d rise my arms back to the crossing position, as I kept speaking to him, spontaneously making my way out of the kitchen and back in to the lounge, where I’d been taking a nap previously- With cushions on one end and a blanket thrown across it, it had been pretty comfortable. Slumping back down in to it, I’d then await for the white-haired shinobi to make his appearance in the room. However; Whether or not he followed didn’t matter as I’d speak;

”I can safely say that I’ve never had my name tattooed on anyone before, Kaeor. Think of yourself as the first- You might become a trend setter!” Of course, I was being serious, but the trend-setting thing was mere humour- I wasn’t sure about who else would have my name tattooed on them- Oh! that’s right- One of my brothers would probably if he had the chance but I wouldn’t let him live it down- With Kaeor.. It was deeper than that, really. ”Kae, Come in here” Shouting to him from the other room at a tone loud enough to hear, I’d scootch up on the sofa to allow him room, my black hair contrasting against the cream coloured sofas- But of course, the majority of myself contrasted with the colour but then again- It was so comfy. As for myself- my talkative nature had returned to me after the feeling of sleepiness had subsided.

"Your brothers say you need to come home."
”My brothers say a lot of things.”

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[Kaeor]

What? What did she mean by really? Timeout. I just was about to become Sherlock Holmes and place her under my verbal microscope to inquire how she knew so much about this Atlas. Somehow I managed to catch myself in mid thought, realizing that Areru wasn't serious. Such subjects always managed to render me thoughtless and more inclined to action first, but it was evident a little thought went an extremely long way. "Close Reru, very very close." I humored, surprised at how easily she excited my emotions. Still my interest had peaked at her relationship with the Raikage so my tongue would hold the subject for a later date. But now she was making it overly clear that she really wanted to do something other than stay cooped up in this house. "It's a shame your so eager to get out. I was going to purchase a bunch of kittens and turn you into Kumogakure's newest cat lady."

Even though it was a joke there actually was a old lady that had an apartment full of cats. Rumors circulated that she never left and the such but no one really figured out the truth. Of course Areru could be her prodigy and continue the rumors. I would support her of course and the weekly kitty litters that she would purchase. "Oh you have no idea.." I responded once she flaunted her frame in the shortest of shorts and smallest of shirts. She was entertaining to come home to every day in the least. So her in a full cover up and the such was disgusting. After all, who needed a chuunin vest when you could wear a tight shirt?

There was a slight pause in our conversation that Areru moved with, her body leaving the kitchen and returning to my living room. I was left there for a moment in silence wondering if she was heading back to sleep. "Trend setter?" Oh yes. I'd set a motion for all guys in Kumo to get 'Areru' tatted on their necks. Though it was a joke, if they did then Areru definitely would have some explainin' to do and I wouldn't be a happy customer. As far as I knew she was my bicycle, not the village bicycle. I leaned forward quite comfortable in the kitchen, the refrigerator serving as a great post. "Well think of yourself as special then." I remarked with a tongue in cheek approach about her words. I was happy that she found my tattoo so delightful to talk about that I would gladly remove myself from the kitchen and onto the couch.

"So does that mean I can mark you down for another month?" I asked concerning her answer to her brother's question with a gleeful expression. "And I have a question. What do you think about trying to take a squad up of genin or something?" I was merely expressing interest and support in her claims to be more active.

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[Areru]

His presence soon becoming apparent in the living room, I’d be soon set at ease once more as I playfully stretched out on the sofa for a few moments before returning to my original seating position so that Kaeor himself could have a seat without me obstructing it. In a few ways I was almost feline like in the way that I moved, and sometimes my features helped this too, but, I had never really been too fond of cats. If anything they creeped me out a little, but I’d take Kaeor’s comment as banter as per usual, then scootching up to him once more on the sofa so that I was sitting directly beside him, my head descending so that it fell gently to the side, on his shoulder.

Closing my eyes so that my vision faded to just black, I’d simply listen to him speak while taking in this lovely moment. ”Of course you can, Kae- I’d be more than happy to- Let me speak to them.” I’d tell him signifying that I did want to stay here for another month- Of course, if I could help it I’d move in, but right now my brothers thought that it was too early on to be doing such things, so I was partially chained to my family home- Which wasn’t all that bad really, but it would take a while before they would surely trust Kaeor enough to take care of me as so to say, full time. My eyes still closed, my form would shift a little on his side as I breathed, the silence soon being cut as he gave me some kind of idea.

”Working with genin? You know I don’t get along with kids all that great.” I’d say almost in a playful tone- Unlike some and despite my calm and cool personality, I wasn’t all that great with kids and really, I wasn’t sure how to talk to them at all, but it was a job, right? It would give me at least something to do, even though I wasn’t too keen on.. children as so to say. ”..I guess I could try it- No use not trying, right?” I’d shrug a little at this, it was a good idea from Kaeor as many Chuunin chose to take up such jobs after being promoted, and over the last few months, I hadn’t really done anything that promoted the community except simply cooking food for Kaeor, in which case he then went on to teach genin at the academy- So I was helping, in a tiny, tiny way. The only other thing that I did was train- By myself.

Continuing to lean somewhat on Kaeor, my miniscule weight would be no problem for him to uphold, my frame, although slightly skeletal, leaning on him wholly as I’d then raise my head, making a short series of kisses on his neck before rising up to his mouth, simply pecking it, unlike last time, my eyes looking around the place- By now I already knew where everything was, which part of the house contained the most spiders and so on- It was my second home, hopefully to become my real home. ”I can’t wait to fully move in..” I’d tell him, expressing my interest to do so- Of course I loved staying at home with my family, but it wasn’t the same, really. At Kaeor’s house everything was different, I did feel like some kind of housewife sometimes, although my eagerness to do something productive would soon stop that for a few hours per day.

”It’ll be great.”
I’d add with a grin on my mouth as I kept my head leaning against him, my onyx coloured hair flowing down his arm.

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[Kaeor]

It was nice always or usually being on the same page with Areru. She enjoyed and wanted my company more than anything else, a feeling that was unbelievably mutual. Somehow she managed to extract and pry out extended periods to be with me frequently. I wasn't sure if it was her family realizing how attached we were or if she had the tongue of a serpent, but no matter which I still was grateful. If anything this black haired woman's happiness was my ultimate goal in life. Matter of fact, she was one of the few reasons I continued to push myself instead of just settling for my present position. I'd pamper her with everything and anything without a thought. I remembered when I first met Areru and her family. The occasion wasn't too warming if it could be described at such. I lost count of the scowls that marked her brother's faces and it didn't take a genjutsu master to tell that her parents were skeptical due to the slight age difference. They only gave me a small window of opportunity to capture Areru and certainly I had taken complete advantage of it. As she leaned against me I'd find myself with a pretty good question.

"Reru, what do your parents think of me now?" It was a pretty good thought considering I didn't see them much unless it was somewhere through the bustle of the village or if they managed to catch me at my place with Areru after work. Something told me they probably visited Areru while I wasn't home just to inspect her and interrogate her to make sure I hadn't become a unhealthy influence to her. But if anything, their precious apple would be the one to corrupt me. The tattoo was the proof in the pudding of it all. Actually, what would her parents even say about it?

Before I could linger on the predicament any longer, Areru began to chatter about my previous advice. Her encounters with children were ... brief ... for good reasons so to say! The only thing she struggled with from what I could see was making a connection with them. It wasn't anything I marveled at myself, but I had a decent understanding and grasp of it all. With a wink I decided it would be best to bolster her confidence. "Trust me. You'll be great at it Reru! Probably even better than me since I pretty much enforced a nap time for everyone." I still didn't find guilt in my demands from those little ones. I was tired, they were tired, so what better than to all just place our heads on our desk and just snooze off. Chakra required stamina and stamina required rest, it was the fundamental cycle of "shinobism" - at least for me.

Her weight shifted quickly towards me even more, her lithe frame and movements becoming predictable as she edged closer. My hands held her weight easily as they clasped her skinny waist. The contact of her lips against my neck sent chills down my spine before she teased me with only a fraction of osculation.

"I can't wait to fully move in.."

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The words were simple but the gravity of it all caused my heart to race. I pretty much considered her mine even with her transferring back and forth between her family and me. "And how do you know it'll be great?" The physical contact between us drove me insane though I remained immobile with her resting against me. My left hand would find her right hand and intertwine my fingers in her own. She was beautiful and extraordinary with all of her emotions being displayed at just the right time.

"I can't wait until you're with me here too Areru. I can't wait at all." I agreed. Even though the future remained in the dark I could fortunately say I was positive it would include her. "Do you remember when we first met?"
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[Areru]

I’d spend the next few moments in complete and utter silence on my part, until Kaeor asked quite a strange question- It wasn’t because he had said parents as in the plural, but because he asked it in general. To this, a laugh would escape my thin lips, and then form in to a smile, entertained at the question that he had asked me. Sure enough he knew quite well exactly what my father thought of him and my brothers- But lately they had been a little bit more.. slack. ”Kaeor, my dad still isn’t sure about you and my brothers still hate you- I wouldn’t take it personally though since they do it to everyone I take home.” I’d say- Of course, I daren’t stray from him now that I was in a relationship and neither was I planning to, I was happy carefully wrapped up under his guidance, and there was little that could take me away. But- the grin still remained on my face as my head stayed close to his shoulder, a protective hand now around my waist.

”They’ll come to like you soon enough, just you wait. They’re just.. protective.” Of course, I was the exact replica of my late mother, and like her and my second-youngest brother, I had inherited the fact that she had always been quite a sickly person- This factor and the fact that I was the youngest and a girl, I was like some kind of walking china doll, so fragile with the risk of being broken apparent at all times- It didn't help that my mother had passed away days after having me, they probably didn't want me offing too. I understood that they were just out to look after me and I respected that well, but.. They could stop giving such evils to the people that I chose to go out with, right? It came to be a bit of a bother, especially since I had lost potential boyfriends in the past due to their hostile nature- Kaeor, it seemed, was the first to last over five months.

With my red eyes closed once more I’d simply concentrate on his voice and the warmth of his skin through the black shirt he was wearing, which simply reminded me that I needed to get changed and do some training soon. As he spoke of my experience with looking after children, I’d but dig my face in to his shoulder for but a moment in utter embarrassment before then taking it away- To put it nicely, it had been a fail. People always seemed to expect I’d get along with them but they were.. complicated little beasts! Incredibly hard to understand, too. One moment they wanted to play with something and the other they were throwing it against walls. Hopefully, genin would prove to be otherwise and more mature than the ones that I had been placed in charge of in the past. Putting no comment to this, I’d keep listening to him speak as my left hand’s fingers knotted with his right’s, moulding them together gently.

"And how do you know it'll be great?"
”I couldn’t think of a better person to move in with.”

My words were short and sweet, but they explained what I had meant easily- Living at home, it was great, but I was babied quite a lot by my siblings and father, but living with Kaeor I could easily be treated as an adult (Although, sometimes he treated me like the person that should be taken care of) and I wouldn’t be plagued by a barrage of comments on the relationship that the both of us had. Sighing happily, my lips would part again, as I’d begin to speak; ”It won’t be long now, I’m sure.” I’d tell him in the most hushed of tones as my fingers kept entwining with his, moving around his different fingers. ”When we first met?-” a pause would occur as the memories flooded back to my mind- I knew exactly what had happened, it was one of those things you couldn’t really forget that easily. ”Of course- It was rainy outside- It was awkward.” I’d say with a cheeky grin on my face- But of course, it’s always a little bit awkward meeting new people, although there was something different when I had first met Kaeor- Something strange, but so defining- Without that small awkward moment, surely I wouldn’t be here right now. Insignificant at the time- It was important to me now.

”I love you.”

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[Kaeor]

"Oh yeah..."

The remark was the only partly intelligent thing I could muster up so that I didn't go into full sarcasm mode. I had predicted by now that the alpha dogs of Areru's family would have eased their ill feelings towards me by now, but it still wasn't so. I didn't mind being the villain if it kept me with her so to say. Wait. What the fuck. "Everyone you take home?" I recalled keeping my eyes on her. She always said such things that made me wander and I swear I felt like she was a pimp and I was one of her prostitutes. "How many guys were you with before me?" I exclaimed, hoping that she would have a number that would be in the single digit range and below five. "No stop. Never mind. I don't even want to know." And with that said I'd just pull her closer to me and realize that she was mine. I wasn't mad or annoyed with her but just playfully being jealous. With a dainty finger I'd run my hand through her soft locks and continue to listen to her angelic voice.

They’ll come to like you soon enough, just you wait. They’re just.. protective.”

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"I await the day like it's christmas." I was eager for their acceptance somewhat. But content with the current conditions and freedom they had given me to be with her. Last time I had ate dinner at her house I seriously believed that I wasn't going to leave that place alive. Yet for a moment Areru's mind wondered to somewhere that I couldn't go. I wasn't sure what she could be thinking about or if there was anything troubling her. If it was the situation with myself and her family, well then, it really wasn't that big of a deal to me. "What are you thinking about?" I said invading whatever had made her reach such a level of silence. Before she could utter anything she would dig her face into my shoulder in slight embarrassment of my words earlier, the expression being 'cute' in my mind at the way she was like a child herself.

It was these moments that I valued the most in life where Areru spilled out her heart to me. She incessantly pointed out how positive she was about our success. We were blissfully young and in love, a perfect chemical mixture. This wasn't planned out but it surely felt almost as it was with how connected our hearts were. Surprisingly, she did recall the first time we met each other. "Awkward? And I thought I was impressing you." I joked, agreeing that if anything the encounter was awkward. But in the end I had made myself determined to at least attempt to date her and now I dwelled in the conclusion of it all literally.

"I love you too."

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I whispered in response to her claims staying honest to my heart. Aggressively but gently I lifted her chin and turned it towards me before giving her something that lasted quite longer than one of her torturing and teasing pecks.
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[Areru]

His inquisitive nature brought on as I seemed to say something that suggested I had more than one lover at the same time, I’d simply laugh slightly at the way that he seemed to be getting quite concerned. Of course, I had been with quite a few people in the past before Kaeor himself had come along, but they had all been kissy kissy mwah mwah relationships, some not even lasting a week at the most due to both my brothers, and sometimes other factors as well- I wasn’t some kind of whore- Even though I dressed a bit like one sometimes in my skin-tight uniform. Really, Kaeor had been the only stable relationship that I’ve had, so I kept ahold of it as if it was solid gold- And to me, it was just that. Continuing to stay close to him, he’d then begin to speak a few things, locking my fingers in to his, before drawing my lips in for a kiss- Of course it wasn’t really unsuspected as so to say, but it was pleasant!

The relationship that he had with my father and brothers was quite an odd one really, my father seemed to warm up to him a bit faster and was at least aware now that I was truly serious about him unlike the others which I had brought home in the past, and my brothers just weren’t fond of any other male who walked in my family home who tried to claim ownership over their little sis- the Runt of the litter. Thinking about such things would simply send my mind off track as the kiss continued, I’d stay this way for a further minute or so before breaking it off in order to respond to Kaeor; The strange question he had asked prior to the kiss, about ”-What I was thinking?” I’d pause for a few moments, trying to look back to when he’d asked that question. ”I think my mum would have liked you a lot.” I’d tell him with a slight grin- The passing of my mother was quite sad, but I knew that she probably would have approved of him.

Once we were done I’d then rest my head back on the side of his shoulder with my hand again entwined in his as I stared at the wall of his apartment, my eyes scanning a bookshelf, the TV, and a side table. By now I probably would have liked to move out, but money wasn’t exactly something that I had to flaunt around the place, and neither did my family have the money at the moment. Since I was the youngest, I was the last to fly the nest, although, a lot of my brothers chose to stay with my dad, however. Although I loved their company since they weren’t complete dicks when it was only me around, I wanted to move out- And hopefully move in with Kaeor. And after I get some work to do, I’d soon be bringing in money as well. ”Hey- What do you think about ANBU? I remember telling you I wanted to join it that long ago- It’s been a while now.” I’d tell him with a slight grin- Of course, I was aware that ANBU wasn’t an easy job, and if anything it was life-threatening at the least, really. But it was so.. desirable a profession.

Exhaling quite a large breath I’d then shake my head again which caused my black hair to tumble down a little bit as my head then turned to the side a little bit, my eyes looking up at Kaeor ”I might go and speak with Atlas about it or maybe see what other things are on offer- For some reason academy teacher doesn’t seem like my thing.” again playing on the fact that I wasn’t that great with kids, I’d refer to Kaeor’s own profession, which, I thought was quite sweet really seeing as how he worked with young kids- But hopefully if I was to get a team, I’d be doing the same and maybe, just maybe I won’t be as awkward around them as I was before. However- Bringing up Atlas once more, I was aware that Kaeor would probably be kept wondering as how I refered to him in the first-name sense, and how I knew his name in the first place. Grinning once more to him, I’d say; ”In the exams both he and I were attending; He taught me quite a few techniques in our spare time.” I’d reveal the secret- U jelly?

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[Kaeor]

How dare she find my concern worthy of laughter!? When it came to her affection it was undeniably clear that it was of substantial worth to me. Unlike her I didn't really pursue relationships prior to the one with her. My concerns were far more honed in on supporting Rentsuki through the academy and making sure she was well off. My priorities had been shifted beyond corporeal needs and to that I had to thank who I was today. I was successful in every shape and form, ultimately becoming the first of my immediate family to become a chuunin. Or with the little knowledge and history that I actually could discern. If anything I had quite the self motivation and determination that separated me from my peers. Even then, Areru amounted up to much more than I had done on my own. I was a simple man and there were only two things that I truly prided myself in my life that weren't titles or based on combat - raising Rentsuki and attaining 'Reru.

My girlfriend had ended our engagement to respond to my curiosity. As she spoke about her mother there was a large part of me that felt awkward, uncertain, sad, and a boatload of other emotions. To put it quite frankly, I held a strong amount of interest about Areru's mother but I wasn't exactly sure my privileges on the subject. I yearned to question her about such a respectable lady as her mother. I knew little about the female side of her family and I was sure Areru probably didn't know too much other than what she had been told. Something in me told me that the topic may have been sensitive and to wait a bit longer before even inquiring about her. "Well ... in comparison to your father and brother, I'm pretty sure I would've liked her even more." I quipped merrily. Any source of escape or relief would be nice. Yet I didn't want it to look as if her family was too nefarious! They were just over protective of this little runt of their litter that I abducted without a second thought.

"ANBU?" The subject that she brought up caused me to slowly turn the wheels of time. It took me a moment to remember when she talked to me about placing it in her consideration. "Whoa. That's dangerous 'Reru. I think I'd prefer you trying to be a Academy Teacher first." I safely commented with her in mind. ANBU wasn't something that was safe but I had met quite a large amount of fellow shinobi that spoke about it. It was a gruesome and weary line of work for the grunts of the system. But I had heard tales of those that proved themselves enough to be doing jobs of tenfold the urgency and importance. "I hear they do anything for the village. Are you sure you're up to that? I mean if you aren't it usually involves execution or excommunication. And seeing I wouldn't let the first option happen you pretty much want to live the life of two vagabonds in a forest. That's nice 'Reru. I see where your ideals and dreams lay." My words were partially serious but partially keeping the dialogue light. But playfully I'd return her hair to its messy manner by flipping most of her long strands in front of her face. "Nah. You can do it if you want. I've been looking into it myself after becoming a Jounin maybe. Just don't come home having nightmares and stuff and have me sleeping on the couch in fear of what you might do in my sleep."

Once I finished her crimson eyes would stare at me, our eye contact limitless and myself accustomed to this. Then .... I lifted my palm ... extended my arm .. and facepalmed myself though not heavily. "Ohhh myy fuckinggggggggg god." I repeated with my eyes closed annoyed with this sweet little thing. "No. His name is Raikage-sama or Raikage. Not Atlas. Stop calling him Atlas." I enforced trying to show some authority over this situation. That wasn't the worst part of the situation but Areru continued speaking about them, saying even more things that I didn't know. In surprise I coughed and spoke at the same time: "Spare time?!" She knew everything with me! Why hadn't I been informed of such?! "Alright. Alright 'Reru. You're on the couch tonight. And no you can't take a pillow from the bedroom. I'm not joking either. I'm serious." My face had been distorted to hold some sort of seriousness though my words obviously laced with sarcasm. My Areru was truthfully killin' me right now.

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