Undisclosed Compound.
Dec 4, 2012 21:30:53 GMT -8
Post by marvolous. on Dec 4, 2012 21:30:53 GMT -8
This new found disgust that I felt-- this anger, I did not know where it was coming from. There was a part of me - a very small part - that wanted to believe Kouketsu's words, but I just couldn't. And Blanche-- I could not bare to look at her. I did not even bother to hide the contempt from appearing upon my face, either; there was just something about seeing both of them, side by side, that infuriated me.
"Family?" I let out a distinct scoff. "After all you've done - what we've done - you just want live the rest of your life in peace? Why don't I believe that, Kouketsu?" My grip on the hidden knife tightened and it was pressed harder against my flesh, slightly drawing blood. Still, despite this I remained in control for the most part-- which, truthfully, is what made what I was about to say so.... outlandish and ironic.
"And you," My eyes moved to Blanche. "How do you feel knowing that you will wake up each morning and look into the eyes of the man responsible for killing thousands on a mere whim? To nurture a child that will inherit more than just his looks." This, despite being clearly about Kouketsu, was also directed at Beppin. She deserved better, too; monsters like us did not deserve to have what we've got.
"All these years I have been looking for a means to repent for my sins...." I stepped forward off the table, standing directly infront of Beppin much like Kouketsu was doing to Blanche. "For a way to make everything right. Until now I did not know what that was." Another step. This, however, was marked with the sudden movement of my arm shooting forward. With it the knife in my hand was fired into the ground directly before both of them-- with enough force and strength to cut deep into the ground.
"I'm ready to die for my sins, Kouketsu. Are you?!"
My eyes burned crimson with intensity. My veins bulged with adrenaline. Was this really what it was going to come down to?