decipher reflections from reality. [quest/private]
Aug 1, 2012 9:59:32 GMT -8
Post by daisy on Aug 1, 2012 9:59:32 GMT -8
Perhaps she wasn't just the kind-hearted healer i'd pinned her down as. I was prepared to leave, to offer my thanks anyway, but then the way she spoke, as if trying to make me leave. It seemed all too forced. I knew nothing more of our target. She fitted the criteria, but then again, perhaps the old woman downstairs, or the man across from Miko, maybe they fitted it too. But i wouldn't leave without making absolute sure it wasn't her. After all, i couldn't march into somebody's life and expect to learn all they knew. It would take patience, convincing. I adjusted my shawl about my shoulders, almost reaching up to tousle my hair, before i remember i'd tied it up.
"I'm sorry to bother you. It's just, as a healer, i hoped you could empathise with me. This item, i think it's the only thing that can protect my family." A lie. I had no family. None that i cared to remember, at least.
"I'm a kunoichi, the first in our family. I begged the village of stone to let me become one, all to protect what i hold dear. But it hasn't been enough. They prosecute my mother, we've had to move many times, but they always find us," I stopped, my voice becoming shaky.
"I can't lose them. I have to be able to protect them." I finished, pressing a hand to my chest. I wasn't about to overdo it with a dab of my eyes or anything, but i tried to convey desperation in my words. I was in my element. A life of lies, of making people believe what i was, what i wanted. I was a creation, and lying to this woman was simply brushing foundation on blotchy skin. A concealment, a beautification of the truth.
"I'm sorry. You already said you don't know about what i seek. I just don't know who to turn to." I said, rising from the chair. I smiled, a forlorn, lonely smile, my lips devoid of their usual colour, painted a pale nude. And then i turned to go. This was the moment of truth, or perhaps, the moment of lies. My performance would be judged at this moment, and i would either have the crowd's appreciation, or i would exit the stage to silence.