to stray from the right path [Juuinjutsu Quest][c]
Oct 28, 2011 21:30:09 GMT -8
Post by Gally G6 on Oct 28, 2011 21:30:09 GMT -8
I sighed deeply, wishing this girl could know why that was not such an easy task to accomplish. I smiled at her giddiness over misinterpreation of my comment, but I followed along anyway. "Yes, you are indeed a very attractive woman,"[/i][/color] I said, my smile completely genuine. I was slightly surprised by her reaction towards me. She didn't seem put off my...unique choice of clothing.
"Well...I'm not quite sure you could say that,"[/i][/color] I stated, refering to my though about failure. A heavy sigh escaped my mouth, partially angry, yet none of it directed at her. I might have many chances, but who knows what will become of me if I am unable to get to the end as in the past. My failures...are deeper than what you might be thinking of. It does not involve a person so much as it does a goal."[/i][/b] I debated telling her my true reason for failure, but I figured a little insight would not hurt.
I closed my eyes, preparing myself as if I were to face a horrible final judgement. "You see...there is a...monster inside of me. Not like the Bijuu who have roamed these countries for so long. I speak of a monster of the mind, one which dwells within my body, a seperate, individual will."[/b][/i] Seeing her other responses, I wondered if she would question me further or dwell on the story. Regardless, I continued on with one final detail.
"This monster, it tells me things, dark things, which I have tried to block out. Until now, I have began to listen to it and have learned more about myself through it. I don't want to be a weak, bg-boned shinobi inable of fulfilling his born duty."[/i] I looked at her, a fierce intensity in my eyes, one which suggested I wished her help. "You know what they say, a prince always needs a princess to walk in tandem."[/i][/color] With this last statement, I looked directly at Ringo, wondering how she would react, something I hoped would be positive.[/font]
"Well...I'm not quite sure you could say that,"[/i][/color] I stated, refering to my though about failure. A heavy sigh escaped my mouth, partially angry, yet none of it directed at her. I might have many chances, but who knows what will become of me if I am unable to get to the end as in the past. My failures...are deeper than what you might be thinking of. It does not involve a person so much as it does a goal."[/i][/b] I debated telling her my true reason for failure, but I figured a little insight would not hurt.
I closed my eyes, preparing myself as if I were to face a horrible final judgement. "You see...there is a...monster inside of me. Not like the Bijuu who have roamed these countries for so long. I speak of a monster of the mind, one which dwells within my body, a seperate, individual will."[/b][/i] Seeing her other responses, I wondered if she would question me further or dwell on the story. Regardless, I continued on with one final detail.
"This monster, it tells me things, dark things, which I have tried to block out. Until now, I have began to listen to it and have learned more about myself through it. I don't want to be a weak, bg-boned shinobi inable of fulfilling his born duty."[/i] I looked at her, a fierce intensity in my eyes, one which suggested I wished her help. "You know what they say, a prince always needs a princess to walk in tandem."[/i][/color] With this last statement, I looked directly at Ringo, wondering how she would react, something I hoped would be positive.[/font]