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It was without any kind of strength that I held myself up at the moment as I sat and watched him as he selected his words carefully and surely tried to get to grips with the severity of the situation. I was unsure exactly what was running through his mind at the moment which worried me as I could read him like a book. One thing was for sure; I could easily tell beneath the words that he spoke that he was angry- Angrier that I’d ever seen before, and to say the least, it made me scared. He repeated my words in a tone so.. twisted that I was unable to understand what he was trying to get at. Although I was unsure at the moment of what was happening I placed my best bets in that it wasn’t what I dreaded, although there was that small chance that Kaeor himself seemed so eager to follow along with, and even I couldn’t sway his judgement at the moment and in some emotional frenzy my eyes gave way to tears as I clamped on to his sleeve for dear life, as if should the connection break, then I’d have lost him- Which was exactly what happened as he tore away from my grasp and I could only look on as he rose, the sting of his words still biting at my mind.

”..Kaeor..!”

I mouthed, unable to word his name correctly.

I couldn’t take it.

What sickness had plagued me before he arrived reintroduced itself from the mixture of emotions which flooded through my body at the moment and for a minute or two I was sure that I was going to throw up- I just felt sick to have him leave and in the end and all I had to blame was myself for even bringing it up. Lying would have been an easier route to take but he’d have surely slammed it all back on me should my guesses have been true. If he’d have stuck around for a few moments I’d have desperately channelled him to try and understand that it couldn’t be the reason behind it but there were several others as well, but as he soon left me alone in the dining room, I took my hands in my head and waited there for a moment or so as I tried to think of what to do. From the way that he’d moved and his footsteps, he’d made his way towards the bedroom, and quickly tearing myself from the chair I’d follow him with slightly dizzy steps, soon anchoring myself in the doorway of our bedroom as I watched him near our weaponry cupboard which stored the items which he and myself were placed when unused as I just watched in horror as he charged on with what personal mission he’d set himself on, although preventing his exit, I stood in the doorway with both hands clasped tightly to either side as my left arm then rose and placed itself near my mouth for a moment or so, if to prevent myself from vomiting.

”Please don’t do this-” I’d beg, my tone horrified as I then removed my arm and placed it determinedly back on the side of the door wishing that he’d just take a moment to re-think the situation. Surely enough I loved him with each passing moment and although I understood the sacrifices he’d done in order to keep me safe from the illness which I had been born with, I was a believer in fate and if it had come back, then truthfully, I was terrified, but I didn’t want him to be the victim in all of this. ”Calm down, please Kaeor- Just for a minute-” I was unable to finish my sentence as I could simply foresee what response he’d give. Looking to the side for a few moments I’d open my mouth to speak but pause, unable to do so as I then watched him load every item possible on to his body; ”What if I’m just ill? Or if it’s just food poisoning- or if I’m fucking pregnant?!” I’d ask, suggesting every idea possible in an attempt to stop him as my own anger blossomed- But should he not calm down and continue the thoughtless rage he was currently in, I stood by the door, not budging for anyone. Not even him.

”I’m not moving, Kaeor.
Not until you stop this!”

I stood with determination in my words as I barked at him with fierce intent with the same ferocity as each of my brothers put together, a part of me which perhaps had only been seen by him once in the past. If he needed to leave, then he'd have to get passed me, and I promised myself to make it one of the hardest tasks possible. I understood what he was doing and who he was going to target- But I wouldn't let him. Not now.

• It wasn't exactly one of those relationships where you fell in love with that person at first sight- Of course something was there but it took a good while for Areru to like the guy; Coming off at first as a hard-ass he's turned out to be her best friend, and as she puts it, soulmate. Having been dating him since she was 17 a few years back they decided to take things further and become engaged. Soon thereafter they were married, and Areru now lives with him in their home.
  
  They have been together for roughly eight years.

• RELATIONSHIP;

• INFORMATION GOES HERE

• Gain the most powerful Sansutsomu eyes.
  
• Become one of the best raiton users in the village.
  
• Fix the dry wall.
  
• Channel the strongest storm that Kumogakure has ever seen.

• DEATH;

• Born in to a nest of males, Areru was torn from her mother figure at the age of six hours old, as she died from complications. Left alone to raise a rabid pack of four boys alongside the newest addition, there was little leeway that her father could give in order to raise her as a proper girl, and from an early age, Areru was known in academy to be a tomboy, favouring the prescence of males rather than females. Although boisterous when she wanted to be she soon grew up and bloomed, taking after the beauty that her mother was known for, which attracted a lot of attention from other people in her class. Despite the fact that she was raised without a motherly figure she's been fully looked after by her father, and her brothers. Her brothers, known for both their intelligence and keen fighting skills have dealed with people for her all of her life, although their protection is sometimes a bit unwelcome as they usuall take to fighting in order to proteect her even when there isn't the need for it, always treasuring her a their baby sister.
  
  Life as been fairly average for her except for her family who are willing to start feuds with strangers to assure her 'safety'. Up until the age of 17 she found herself in fleeting relationships but soon after she reached that mark she met Kaeor Nakashima who, since then, she has been in a stable relationship with. At age 18 he went off for a long period of time in order to gain funds so that a Kusagakure nin by the name of Blanche could help remove the health problem that she's had since she was young, and ever since she's been fine, thankful to Kaeor for doing what he did but at the same time, feeling guilty because he went to such desperate measures in order to help her. At age 21 he proposed and of course, she was more than happy to accept his offer despite the fact that war had struck the shinobi world as they knew it. Having survived the vicious attacks which took place she still remains strongly with Kaeor, and now lives happily with him in their home now married and although she does go out often in order to do missions and training, she's the person who looks after the house, cooks and cleans. Not to say that she's settled down- She's still the same as ever, but is.. content with life.
  
  

So all I did was sit down in a chair opposite of the table from Areru. There wouldn't be a word said but it was almost as if I was in a trance as I stared at a single spot in the air. I was effectively stunned without anything to say.

Watching as he simply pulled up a chair himself and just stared in to what might be considered nowhere with his milky white eyes seemingly lacking something, a rush of guilt moved through me- I knew that he’d be upset- But I wasn’t all that sure, yet. Perhaps it was just that I was good at making people sad, or it was just this situation in particular managed to grab the silver haired Hyuuga by the neck. We’d been together for countless years now, and with the golden ring gently positioned on my right hand- I didn’t want to leave, not him. Sitting down on the chair there would be a further few minutes between us full of silence as I attempted to figure out what to say next to him- I needed to highlight the fact that it was just a guess seeing as I’d been used to headaches and nausea for seventeen or so years of my life- And now that it could be back, I was very flustered as to what it was- Was it even that?

”Kaeor- I don’t know yet for sure..” I’d say barely above a whisper to him as the both of us sat, as I urged to make eye contact with him, but seeing his own eyes so far-off and distant troubled me to the end of the earth and back. ”It’s a possibility- There are several other explanations-” I’d end my words there, as my own gaze faltered and fell to the table that we were sitting by. I could have easily passed it off as maybe a cold, the flu, but it was more than that, I knew it. ”A bug?” I’d ask with a small smile on my face- Of course it was pushed, but I was just trying to lighten the mood at least a little bit. The idea that it was in fact a bug and not what I expected it to be was highly comforting, so perhaps it would be best to attune to the Ignorance is bliss mindframe and just- ”Just you wait- It’s probably just a bug.” I’d tell him as my eyes probed once more to his own, trying to catch them staring at me in turn and the notable fact that I’d slowly begun to regain a healthy tint to my skin.

I’d then, with both hands, reach over the table. Luckily; It being only the two of us we hadn’t needed a large table and it was small enough so that I could successfully move both of my arms over, and then have one of them tug on what close piece of clothing I could find- I was aiming to press my own soft digits over his hands but they were too far away right now but I hoped that he’d reconcile and link our hands- At least that would show that he was at least feeling a little bit better about the situation. ”Hey- We’ll be OK, I know it.” I’d tell him in an attempt to make things better but even from my voice I couldn’t hide the fact that I was terrified as well- But I played it good, hopefully. Shaking my head I’d retract my left hand place it on my left temple as I looked on at him. I couldn’t bear to see him like this.